Chapter 18: Mixed Emotions

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*Sunday Morning (The next day) 8:52 A.M.***
***THIS IS JUST IN LOUIS' POINT OF VIEW***
{Un-edited}
"Are you sure you can handle yourself?" I asked Lottie bending down a little.
"Yes. I think so." Lottie replied shaking her head.
"Okay. Well, I love you sooo much!" I said giving her a hug and small kiss on her cheek.
"I love you too Louis!" She said placing a kiss on my cheek.
I looked at her and smiled. Opening the door she gave me one more hug and when she let go. I walked out the door, closing it behind me.
When I got to my car the first thing that came to mind was going home to see Harry. I missed him so much. I didn't like leaving him alone, but at least he had Gemma and Cher to look after him. I also sure hope nothing bad happened while I was gone.
After a long thougtful car ride I pull into the driveway. Getting out of the car I saw Gemma and Cher's car was still here that's good to know they were with him all night.
I knew Harry would probably be asleep so I tried unlocking the door quietly. Once I unlocked the door I walked into the house taking my shoes off. While in the process of taking my shoes off I drop my keys and try to catch them before they hit the ground but fail miserably. I cringe when they hit the ground. Looking around I see no one came downstairs or even made a sound which was a good sign.
I stand up completely, placing my keys on the counter and look around. Stopping in my tracks I see sleepy Harry on the couch, crawled up into a small ball. My eyes soften and quietly let out a 'awe'. Walking over towards the sleepy boy quietly, I crotch down so I can see him at his level (for once i'm taller than him). I gaze upon the basically drooling boy and place a kiss on his cheek.
"Louis..Louis...d-don't....leave..." The boy said in a hard sleep.
Going 'awe' once again and place random kisses on his face. Harry moves in his sleep saying my name more. I look at him and I saw a small tear swell up in his eye. Pouting a bit, I wipe the small tear.
"Louis..? ...Is that...you?" Harry said in his morning, raspy voice. Feeling my scruffy facial hair against his soft, smooth face.
"I'm here. I'm here, Harry." I said smiling at him.
"Louis?" He asked once more opening one eye to look who was in front of him. "LOUIS!" He tried to yell. Hugging me around the neck. "I missed you so much!" Harry said letting more tears leave his eyes.
"Harry, i'm here now and I missed you a lot too!" He said kissing my neck. "I hope your well."
"I'm perfect since you're here. I love you so much!" Harry said now facing completely towards me.
Picking him up as I stood up, I placed a wet kiss on his lips. He wrapped his legs around my waist as we kissed slowly. I walked over to the wall and propped his back against it. With my hands under his bum. I pulled away from the kiss and started to leave kisses on his neck, softly biting as I went along. Leaving little beautiful marks.
"I missed your kisses, Lou." Harry said as he held on to my back.
"I missed yours too." I said stopping and looking at Harry. Why is he so gorgeous and perfect? His lips, his stupid green eyes that make me go crazy and his beautiful sunk in, plump cheeks. I realized how much I truly loved him. I have no idea how I went almost two days without him, but I did somehow.
I carried Harry up the stairs and laid him down on the bed. "Stay." I said turning around and walking out the room. Last thing I saw was Harry give me a pout.
I go down the hall to the other bedroom. I knock a couple times. Hearing a couple foot steps the door opens. It was Gemma opening the door enough to poke her head out.
"Louis? You're back early. How come?" Gemma asked and Cher popped up behind her.
"Hi Louis!" Cher said waving a bit.
I wave back and smile, "Well. Lottie said she was doing okay, so I came back. She also said and I quote 'Harry needs you' so I came back. She's okay if you were wondering."
"That's good she's okay. What was wrong with her?" Cher asked.
I roll my eyes a little.
"Oh god. That's not a good look.." Gemma said.
"She called me over there just for cramps. But it's okay." I said looking down at my feet then back up at them.
They both look at each other and laugh a bit. "She called you over there because she was having cramps??" Gemma replied still laughing.
"Yeah. But it's fine. She's better that's all that matters." I said awkwardly rubbing the back of my neck.
"I suppose." Gemma said.
"Yeah. Well I hope Harry wasn't too bad for you and thanks for staying with him." I said.
"He wasn't bad," Gemma laughed, "He was perfect and no problem, Louis. Anything to help, i'm here."
"Okay. Well, i'll talk to you both later." I said turning around to walk back in Harry's bedroom. I walked in and he wasn't there. Frowning I look in his bathroom, even under the duvet. Thinking for a second, I quickly go downstairs and stop at the last step.
There Harry was in only a shirt, my shirt to be exact, sitting on the kitchen counter. I walk towards him and he was sitting there eating a jar of peanut butter. "Harry?" I asked.
He looked over at me and swallowed, "Yes?"
"Is it good?" I asked.
Harry nodded and continued to eat the peanut butter. I looked at him and he stopped. Hopping off the counter. I watched his every move, he walked over towards the sink and grabbed a banana examined it. Then opened it, jumped back on the counter, dipping the banana into the peanut butter. Next thing I hear is him going 'Mhmmmm'.
"Is that better?" I asked intrigued and in a way entertained by Harry.
"YES!" He said widening his eyes.
I smile at how animated he was being. I then walked closer to him and he offered me some with a mouth full of peanut butter and banana. I shake my head, "Well more for me then." Harry said.
I laugh, "Your so cute kitten."
He looked at me licking the spoon, "I don't know why..but I get these sudden..umm..what is it..." Tapping his hand on his leg.
"Cravings?" I asked stopping his hand and grabbed it.
"No..." He said still thinking.
"Yesssss." I said nodding.
"No, I don't think so." He replied frowning.
"I'm pretty sure that's what it is, Harry." I replied.
"OH! That's what it is! Cravings!" Harry said licking the spoon once again.
I put my hand on my head and mumbled, "That's what I said.."
Harry looked down at the jar and pouted.
"What is it, kitten?" I asked furrowing my brows.
"It's all gone.." He looked back up at me still pouting with a tear swelling up.
"No no no! Don't cry it's okay! Do you wanr me to get some more?" I asked.
"No. I'm good!" He said getting off the counter and walking into the living room.
I stood there for a second, confused. I think someone is having mood swings again...
"LOUIS!!" He yelled for me.
"Coming!" I yelled back at him.
When I went into the living room, I saw Gemma and Cher both walk down the stairs. Dressed and ready to go. I sit down beside Harry on the couch.
"Louis..?" He asked.
"Yes? Harry..?" I replied.
"Can you please go get my medicine..?" He asked resting his head on the top of the couch.
"Okay." I said getting back up and running up the stairs to get his medicine.
"Hey, i'm going to g-" Gemma said and looked at Harry crying his eyes out. She looked at Cher then back at Harry.
"H-He left..m-me.." Harry whimpered.
I came back down stairs and saw Harry. Rushing over to him with his medicine in my hand, "Harry. Are you okay? What happened?!"
"Y-You....l-left me..." He said hugging me tightly.
I squeak, "Tight grip you got there.."
"Don't l-leave me ever again!" He said squeezing the hell out of me.
"I-I just went to get your-" I was interupted by him.
"NO! I don't care. You don't leave me..." He said squeezing tighter.
"Harry..please just take your medicine..." I look at Gemma waving at her to come to me. She comes over and I hand her his medicine. Mouthing 'Get water'.
She nods and grabs a glass then fills it with water.
"Okay. Now just take your medicine that's all I ask." I said.
He lifted his head to shake it.
"Please?" I asked, basically pleading.
He shakes his head once again.
After a TEDIOUS and LONG hour of trying to get Harry to take his medicine. He finally gives in and takes it and Gemma and Cher leave. Gemma tried giving Harry a hug and kiss but he refused to let me go. Eventually she gave up and just left with Cher.
Slowly, Harry loosened his grip on me, but not letting go of me.
"Harry, I really have a pee." I said very desperate.
"Okay, but I go with you." Harry said wrapping himself around me.
I sigh loudly and get up walking to the bathroom, mumbling, 'See how this goes..'
"Harry, your going to hur-" before I could say anymore I heard Harry say 'ow' a couple of times. I slowly felt him get down off of me.
"Louis..it hurts..." He said with a couple tears falling down his face.
"What hurts?" I asked furrowing my brows.
Harry placed his hand on his tummy.
"Kitten, i'm pretty sure everything is OK!" Louis said while un-zipping his pants.
"B-But..it really hurts.." He said pulling up his shirt to rub his tummy.
I looked over and finished peeing. When I was one I flushed the toilet then washed my hands. Walking over to Harry I place my hands on his tummy as well, "I'm pretty sure it's because your medicine hasn't kicked in or your probably hungry or something. I don't know, but I do know you're okay. Alright?"
He looks at me and nods his head, "Okay."
I wrapped an arm around him and kissed him on the forehead.
"Louis, can you sleep with me?" He asked.
"Yeah, course." I said smiling at him.
We walk over to the bed and lay down.

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