*editing* stay with me {l.s mpreg} | boyxboy

Chapter 19: Feelings

*Friday Morning*
(Un-edited)
Louis' POV:
For a few weeks now I've been wanting to do something with the boys. The only one I've really told was Zayn. Actually, I planned this "surprise" with him. Not even Harry knows, but I know he is going to love it. Nonetheless, Zayn wasn't the only one who knew about this "surprise" Liam knew as well. Apparently Zayn had told him without me knowing...
I walk over to Liam's work area, "Hey."
Liam shot straight up, "Oh, hey. Louis."
"Why so..jumpy?" I asked furrowing my brows.
"Ugh, dunno..but what's up?" He said frowning.
"About what were doing tomorrow.." I relied.
Liam nodded telling me to go on.
"Umm. I'm going to meet up with Zayn today." I continued.
"Okaayy. What do you want my permission or something?" Liam replied laughing a bit.
I didn't reply I just glanced down at my feet.
"I knew it! You wanted my permission!" Liam said still laughing.
"Okay. Yes, maybe.." I finally replied still looking down at the ground.
"Well, you don't need my permission to meet up with Zayn. Just go." He said not laughing anymore.
I nod and turn around to leave, "Fine. I'm going to go make out with him then.."
Liam just shrugged his shoulders, "Have fun. No sex."
I turn around to face him once again, "You mean you don't care?"
"Not really. Just don't do anything, ya know, freaky?" He said in a questionable tone.
I frown and walk out.
Once I get back to my office I call Zayn.
"Hey Louis. Sup?" He said with heavy breaths.
"I just wanted to know if I could meet up with you at your lunch break?" I asked.
"Yeah. Sure. Why?" He asked.
"Just want to talk about tomorrow that's all."
"Cool. Yeah be here exactly at 12." He said while putting out his cigarette.
"See you then." I said hanging up.
I sit down and continue what I was doing previously.
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I kept looking up at the clock like every 5 minutes. It was now 11:48. I got up and told someone to cover me for an hour or so.
Just when I got into the car, Harry called me. "Yes Harry?"
"A proper "hello" would have be nice.." He replied.
"I'm sorry. What's wrong?" I asked starting my car.
"Nothin. Just wanted to say hi! and that I love you!" He said.
"Okay. Hi and I love you too kitten. I'll see you after work." I said pulling out of the parking lot.
"Okay." He said hanging up.
Harry's POV:
I hung up and looked at my mum frowning.
"What is it?" She said.
"Nothing.." I said looking away and focusing my attention to the other end of the living room.
"Harry. Stop doing this. You've been doing this ever since your father left..." She said trying to get me to look at her.
"Nothing. I don't want to talk about it anymore.." I said getting frustrated.
"Don't want to talk about what anymore? Harry, sweetie talk to me." She said looking at me.
"Mum..I just don't want to talk.." I said slowly looking at her.
"Harry..please?" She pleaded.
I glanced at my mum who was about to tear up.
"Okay." I replied giving into her sweet looks that remind me of Gemma. "I don't want to talk about..feelings."
"I know Harry. But your going to have to tell us what's going on with you. You can't keep it pent up in your head." She said reaching to grab my hand.
I mumble, "I know.."
"So tell me what's wrong." She said holding my right hand.
"I don't know..I just can't control what I feel and it upsets me..in particular..my dreams, nightmares basically..they get worse as every day passes by. I feel like, I need someone with me all the time..and it makes me feel bad..." I replied looking up at her.
"Oh, Harry, I'm sorry you feel this way. But it's normal not being able to con-"
I interrupted her, "MUM! Your not getting it! I don't want to feel this way!" I said in almost a yell and pulling my hand out of her grip.
"Just calm down. It's okay. I know it's scary but your going to get through it. Trust me." She said putting her hand on my leg.
I glance back at her and roll my eyes a bit, "I can't help it.."
"I was the same way when I was pregnant with Gem. I understand." She said looking over into the kitchen.
"And what am I craving right now?!?" I said almost yelling again.
My mum sort I've laughed at me, "I don't know sweetie. I'm not you. What have you been eating?"
"Umm, peanut butter and banana." I replied.
"Okay. Well try something else, like, have you tried something spicy or sour?" She asked.
"No." I said looking down at my feet while pointing them.
"Well that's something to try." She said smiling at me.
Louis' POV:
While Harry was trying to figure out what he was craving Louis was over at the tattoo parlor that Zayn worked at. He was a minute too early, surprisingly.
I walked into the parlor making the bell ring. I saw Zayn wasn't at the desk so I just took a seat in the waiting area. A minute later I saw Zayn walk out, "Louis? Your early, yeah?"
I nod, standing up to follow him to the back.
"So what do you want to talk about?" He asked pulling a cigarette out.
I discussed what needed to be talked over. "Zayn one more thing..?"
"Yep." He replied letting out a puff of smoke.
"I um.." Right then and there I choked. Leaning in, I kissed Zayn. I was just curious how he kissed..I mean I wouldn't say I cheated I was curious...there's a difference.
Zayn's hand with the cigarette drifted down and he placed it on the ash tray. Placing his hand on my neck, I put my hand on his waist. I pushed Zayn up against the wall and he moved his hand down to my chest. Zayn kissed my neck and pulled my shirt down a bit. Placing little bites on my upper chest. Then he kissed me once again placing his tongue in my mouth. I pulled away, "Wow.." I grabbed my jacket and pulled my keys out of my pocket.
"What?" He questioned.
"Nothing..sorry..I'll see you tomorrow.." I said grabbing my jacket on the way out.
"Okay mate." Zayn said waving.
"Yeah." I said pulling my shirt up and walking out of the back room.
Once I got back in my car, I felt..dirty. I mean I wasn't exactly cheating. I started my car and when I was almost to Harry's mums house it started raining really hard. Which just made things worse.
I pulled into the drive way and got out running to the front door.
Harry's POV:
My mum gets up placing my head down on the couch. Making me whine.
She opened the door quietly to see Louis, "Oh come in, come in. He's asleep right over there."
He nodded and went over to me, "Harry?"
I turn over slapping Louis in the face. But then I stop and feel his face. Feeling the beard, he bites my finger softly, "Ow!" I winced turning around and opening my eyes. "Louis!" I yelled hugging him around the neck.
"Sorry I had to wake you. I just wanted to take you home before the rain worsens." He said pulling away from the hug.
"Okay." I said slowly getting up and walking towards the door.
"I love you sweetie." My mum said walking over to me.
"I love you too." I said hugging her and placing a kiss on her left cheek.
"Be safe. Both of you." She said waving.
I slide my boots and give one last hug to my mum.
I walk out the door and try to run to the car. Laughing the whole way there. Louis got into the car and I did too.
"I love you so much, especially when your wet." Louis said leaning over to kiss me. I put my hand on his inner mid-thigh while he puts one hand on my chin.
"I love you too." I managed to say in between kisses.
Louis pulled away, "I have a surprise for you tomorrow." He said as he started the car.
"Oh you do?" I replied.
"Ohh yes I do!" He said getting excited.
I look at the boy who looks like he's about to piss himself he's so excited and smile.
"Louis. I found out what I'm craving!" I said breaking the silence.
"Oh what is it?" He replied.
"Oddly enough, but ice and spicy things." I said looking over at him.
"Like what kind of spicy things?" He asked a bit worried.
"Like chili peppers! I don't know why.." I said looking down at my tummy.
"That is weird.." He said looking over at me then back at the road.
"Yeah..but it doesn't stay down.." I said looking at anything but Louis.
"W-What do you mean?" He asked.
"When ever I eat it, it just comes back up. It's like it doesn't want to be there but yet I need it.." I said.
"Oh. I see." Louis replied furrowing his brows.
The rest of the car ride was silent. All you could hear was the rain beating against the car and the "hum" of the car.
Pulling into the driveway. Louis parked the car and went to my side of the car and helped me out. When he helped me, he kissed me with the rain beating against us both. Louis ran his hand up and down my back slowly. I was kind of wondering why he turned the car radio at last minute and left it running.
Louis put one hand on my waist and
he reached his hand out for me to grab. I placed one hand on his shoulder and grabbed his hand. Slowly we were swaying to the music. I rested my head on his chest, we didn't care that is was raining anymore. We just were enjoying the moment.
I looked up at Louis and my vision just went blurry. "L-Lou-" I suddenly collapsed. Louis yelling my name and holding me. "HARRY!" He picked me up and carried me to the car. "HARRY! Wake up, baby! Wake up!" He yelled once again. Tears streaming down his face. He drove me to the hospital as fast as he could.

(By the way, sorry it's corney and gross..lol)

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