Jessie's p.o.v
If you stare at your phone long enough, it should sense the feeling that you want to talk someone and message them. Well, that's what happened to the girl in the new series I started but my phone isn't that advanced and if I want a message to be sent I need to physically bare the shame of opening the chat and typing.
It all sounds easy and calming but one spelling error and that person thinks you failed 7th-grade English.
I fall back against the multiple pillows surrounding my bed, just do it.
Maybe if I stare for longer...
... and nothing.
So, I do need to mortally own up to my mistakes and idiotic thoughts that seem to have consumed me. No excuse in the book will ever fix this mess.
"I'm glad your shows have been good. How are you"
and send.
Done.
And if he doesn't respond, that's all my fault because who leaves a boy on read for months when he's interested in you. He probably thinks I've found someone else.
When the only someone is him.
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palaye royale | completed
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