I lean into him kissing him back roughly, feeling my lips ache against his. And despite the pain I like it. Call me mad. But I feel okay.
Until,
He ends the kiss,holding me away from him at arms distance.
I push his hands off me and catch a glimpse of hurt flash in his eyes but disappear just as quick.
"No," I say firmly.
"No?" He repeats.
"No,"I take a deep breath and continue," No. You can't walk into my life and be nice to me or make me feel these things. You can't just barge in and make me fall for you and then tell me this won't work because...because I have as much say in this matter as you do. And lastly, you can't kiss me and make it seem like it means nothing to you."
He takes a step towards me and wipes a wet droplet off my face, I didn't realise I was crying. I shouldn't cry.
Im crying over a boy. Something no one deserves to ever do.
I lean into his touch, for maybe the last time. Not thinking of the repercussions.
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