damaged || lil peep

"Makin' my money and smokin' my weed"

"Luna, I really wish you wouldn't hang out with them."

"Mom, it's been a month since I met them. They're really good friends. And anyway Gus's girlfriend is gonna be there."

"Oh? He has a girlfriend? I didn't know that."

"Yeah.. neither did I.. but I thought I told you about her?"

"Hm" she shrugged

"Text me when you get there. And please be smart. I love you."

"I will, love you too."

-

My vans scrapped across the pavement as I walked up to Gus's house.

"I'm here!" I yelled closing the door behind me.

"LUNNNAA!" Everyone yells running towards me. I'm wrapped up in Landon's arms first then Skies, then Gus within seconds.

"I.. can't.. breathe" I barely get out. They laughed and let go of me.

"Uh hum" we hear behind us.

"Luna this is arzaylea." Gus motions

"Peeps girlfriend." She smiled.

"Hey nice to meet you." I smiled back.

Silence.

"Okay.. well I'm hungry!" Landon broke the awkwardness.

Gotta love Landon.

"Me too" I say rubbing on my stomach.

"Let's go get some pizza."

"Mm sounds good to me."

As we start walking out Landon screams

"WAIT!" We all turn around to him.

"How about we take Luna's weed virginity?" Landon says smirking.

"What? No. She doesn't want to do that." Gus says.

"Do you?" Skies asks

I shrug my shoulders

"What the hell?" I smile

"Luna, you don't have to" Gus looks at me.

"I know"

"For real" Gus says

"Babe, just let her do it." Arzaylea said annoyed.

Gus was still looking at me. I can't make out what he's trying to tell me.

"I'll be fine." I smiled at him.

-

"Alright, it's just like a cigarette but 100x better." Skies says lighting it up

"I've never smoked a cigarette.." I said

"Oh right, you're an innocent lil baby." Landon says smiling at me and wrapping his arm around my waist.

I roll my eyes and elbow him.

Skies passes it to me and I take a hit.

Landon unwraps his arm from around me and grabs the blunt of course I cough up a fucking lung. Gus gets up so fast and brings me a water bottle, sitting next to me rubbing my back.

"Thank...you..."

"It's okay everyone went through that their first time." Arzaylea says as she walks over to us and sits on Gus's lap.

I smile through the pain.

It went through everyone and Arzaylea passed it to me. Let's try it again.