4 days since I've seen Gus, 4 days since I kissed Gus, 4 days since I yelled at Gus.
Emilia and I meet up and hung out at coffee shop. She doesn't look good. She looks sick and I keep asking her and asking her but she just tells me she's fine. I know she's not but I let it go. For now.
I told her everything about Gus and I. I liked Gus a lot but it's just so confusing with us.
"So What are you gonna do?" She asked
"What should I do?"
"He has a girlfriend right?"
"Yeah, I mean, I think so. She was all over another guy in the club so I don't know."
"Well I think you should go for it" She said grabbing for sugar, her T-shirt sleeve slid up and I see the holes and scabs on her arm. What?
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I grabbed her arm and ran my fingers over them.
She yanked out of my hands and pulled her sleeve down.
"Emilia"
"Luna, I'm fine."
"You're not fucking fine! Please let me help you"
"I said I'm fine." Emilia stands up and walking out of the coffee shop.
"Emilia!"
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6 days now. Nothing from him.
"Luna! Someones here for you!"
I walked down stairs and my face lights up
"Emilia!" I run and hug her little body.
She looks worse.
"Can I talk to you?"
"I'm going to Shannon's house, I'll be back later" my mom said and I nodded and turned back to em.
"Yeah, come on" I walk her up to my room
"I just really wanted to say I'm sorry, I shouldn't have yelled at you. I love you, and I always will." She said as we both sat on the bed.
"It's okay, and I love you too em"
We stayed up in my room talking and laughing about our past
"Hey uh, can I crash here tonight?"
"Yeah, definitely!"
While she was in the shower, my phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hey baby! You wanna come over and party with me? You know" she said and I'm pretty sure she's talking about drugs.
