Chapter 10: Luke
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{if anyone get triggered, or even just upset, like really easily, please don't read after the * because you are all beautiful and i love you}
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And the next thing
I knew,
Calum's shirt got
ripped
And Someone came in.
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"L..Luke? What thE FUCK" Michael yells at me, "Luke.. why?" He doesn't hide the stray tear rolling down his cheek.
He stands there, gaping, hurt, angry and most of all: betrayed. I want to tell him its okay and that I have no intentions of being with Calum, then he'd forgive me and swoop me up in his arms and we'd live happily ever after and never fight again.
Well that's never going to happen.
"It's really not what it looks like" I try to reason with him. He turns around and starts walking off but I jump up and grab his hand, stopping him.
He spins around, only looking down at our connected hands, "What do you think this is? A fucking film? WHAT DO YOU THINK IT LOOKS LIKE, LUKE? " He retorts.
"Actually-" Calum pipes up into the conversation.
"No, don't talk to me, Calum Hood. I can't even look at you. "
He turned on his heel, hair swishing behind him. He stopped for a second-literally a second- and scowled at me.
Fucking sTAHP.
I can't believe he didn't even listen to me. Why didn't he listen to me? How couldn't he listen to me?
He should have listened to me.
We were just play fighting and Cals shirt got caught and ripped (yes whilst I was lying on top of him) and Michael just so happened to walk in. Like, I love him, I really do, but I know that his trust in me is wearing thin.
I'm sick of this shit happening. Literally our only similarity honeychickens, we're the ones who cause the shit.
Fuck I also mean we are both gay.
Until that 'M-mate from school' came along.
Plucking poo.
"I.. I'll leave. I don't want him to think... you know" Calum stammered.
No.
"Okay"
Fish.
Fish.
"Bye, Luke, just text me when he calms down kay? You shouldn't take the blame" he places a hand on my shoulder, "it was this fucking thin-ass shirt"
I have no credit on my phone.
Fish.
"Okay" I say.
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Calum left. I don't even know whether Michael is still in the bloody house, I don't want to face him. I can't stand knowing that I've ruined his perfect mind. God, he is just so perfect.
I sit in the corner of the bathroom, staring at the hideous reflection looking back at me.
Who even am I?
Maybe I don't deserve Michael. Maybe I don't deserve to be here. He can have any guy he likes, yet he's stuck with a monster.
I look over to the cabinet to the left, where all the pills and bandages are.
I don't want to die. I really don't. I want Michael, even if he doesn't want me.
You're a disgusting, worthless, ugly, fat whore who deserves to die.
I know I am. And I deserve the pain. I deserve to feel the blood run down my fat arms. I deserve to die.
My eyes linger over the small pot with the razors and toothbrushes and I know what I want.
Shaking, I stand up, despite the aches in my legs, and walk towards the pot, only one thing in mind.
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And this is why the internet hates me.
SNEAK PEAK LIKE WHAT
"I like making fish noises lel
BABABABABBABABBABABOOOOOP
Hehehehehehe it doesn't even sound like a fish but okay
IM A FAHHSSHHH.
Haha, imagine if I spoke like that in real life
lel ew no people.
NEW COVER OMG IKR IT DOESNT REALLY FIT BUT WHATEVER HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
Short chapter I gET IT. Writers block lel :P
let me just cry violently in the corner of my bathroom.
~DerpDirection xox
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Fanfiction~A Muke Love Story Michael thought they were an average couple Luke thought they were inseparable {THIS STORY WILL NOT BE CONTINUED FROM WHERE IT HAS BEEN LEFT OFF}
