Chapter 8 - Realization

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One month later...... Wedding Photoshoot..<3~

I twirled my white, silky dress diagonally right, from the camera while James held on to my waist.

"Smile!" grinned the photographer as he flashed the light.

It's been a whole month since I last saw Kevin. I've been continuously flashbacking to when we had that conversation about my wedding. However, he did sound a bit unpleasant though...... but it's not like he cares right? I mean we did have some good times......enjoyable actually....make that memorable....

I was his best friend, the one he would spend .....his time with, the one .....who.... cared nothing but our relationship.......

OMG. Did he..........have a crush on me?!

"Sabrina, honey?...Something wrong?" questioned James.

" Oh..what? Of course not!!! That would be unacceptable. Heh,heh........."

"........okay then.............:"

OMG.....how could I not notice before? I know him better than anyone else! Ughh.....-facepalm-.

For the remaining time of the shoot, I tried to forget about it and focus on what's actually important...my marriage. However, friendship does matter too.......oh my gosh Sabrina FOCUS.

Afterwards, we went home and James went to pick up some Chinese food. I remained silent as I held tightly onto my knees with my arms on our brown-leathered couch. I continued thinking about Kevin......our past together and the time he accidently stepped on my foot...

Sigh....What am I going to do? The marriage is in 1 1/2 months! 

After brainstorming for a while, I decided what I must accomplish before the wedding. 

And that's to talk to Kevin.

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