Has anyone heard of the song 'I know it's today'? Because that's how I feel right now. Not only with one person who is supposed to come and claim my heart but I'm getting so desperate.
I like 3 people.
I know, I know, I'm sorry. I can't help myself. There are three people who are attractive, extremely kind, and are all a little special in their own way. You already know them, if you've following along, of course. You know them as Jason, Lance, and Catwalk.
I have no chance with any of them because number one I am not visually pretty like they are, number two I am not someone they are interested in because some other person has their eyes, and three because I'm not all that great of a person to be with.
Jason
He can't date yet. This doesn't stop him from promising himself to another girl, named Kira, until he can. Tall, blonde blue eyes, fit, and everything movies and books tells you to avoid, Jason has a sense of adventure and has far more interesting stories to tell than me and my other friends. Why do I like him? He's kind and protective and lets me be the girl in his situation. All though I hate his constant encouragement, I can't profusely after turning away from his signature grin. He's got a lot of girls after him, but he pledges himself to one, proving he's loyal. He held my hand the entire time a fear farm and he held me like a child. I didn't know I was into that but I do love a guy who can support.
Lance
He's more mysterious than the other three. I can't tell if he superficial or if there is something he's not telling me. He's so intriguing and very humorous. He has dark humor and he doesn't have high confidence in himself. He's smart when he puts his mind to it but, like me, he is extremely lazy. He's short, has black hair, brown eyes but somehow still taller than me. He wears the same two hoodies everyday. Why do I like him? I help him on all of his lab reports and he thanked me the first time. I was really tired and couldn't help falling in like with him. He gets a little serious when I joke about not liking myself. Agh, he really is great and it's hard to explain it.
Catwalk
She's the newest crush even though I've known her the longest. Incredibly curvy and her hair is like a lions mane. She is so cute and adorable, I can't!! Like, she is foxing beautiful.Jeez, that sounds like a white girl. Originally from Mexico, she has a heavy Spanish accent. She also doesn't have much confidence in herself which I don't know why she's gorgeous and everything about her is beautiful. She's had some self-harm issues in the past, and I hate myself for not being there for it. She has the most adorable taste in music. Fall out boy, BTS, Arctic Monkeys, all that stuff. Why do I like her? Visual reasons, for one reason obviously. Also, she was there for me when I got my first reality check in sixth grade. She can draw. She's amazing. Practicing since 7th grade. She likes musicals and puts up with more of my BS than the other candidates.
So I was reading this book, yes it's a fanfiction if you were wondering, and I found it so endearing.
Rebel always come up with the weirdest ships in any fandom. At the same time, these ships are simply adorable ones that don't get a lot of attention. Examples? From Hamilton, Philip and Theodosia Jr. From Star vs. the forces of evil, Tom and Marco. And what I'm going to talk about from Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy and Hermione Granger.
I know it sounds like a stretch but think about it! Not only do we know a Gryffindor can hold a grudge against a Slytherin, but imagine one that sided with the dark one and bullied them for years. She's uptight and filled with prejudice. He's flirty, a little evil, but he wants to prove he has changed. It's perfect. I think it was called, "Dancer adjusting her shoulder strap." I really want to talk about this one part, but I don't want to soil the fun in reading 20 chapters because the rest just turned... uh... too inappropriate.
🚨 SPOILER 🚨
Their first kiss was the most romantic thing ever. I couldn't think of a better first kiss. What really sucks is most of us imagine our first kisses to be special. Then we end up giving it up to something, SOMEONE, stupid. Characters in books are so lucky, they had their entire life planned out and they get the only the most wonderful experiences. Just a fantasy of our minds yet it's their reality. It sucks when our dreams are so far away, the most beautiful experiences are just unrealistic. I'll screenshot some of it.
