Sweet Dreams ~ [Moxiety] ~ {COMPLETED}

─ Chapter Four ─

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vιrgιl'ѕ p.o.v

╳ Why was that the best thing that's ever happened to me? Half of the day, spent with Patton, sign me up. Either way, i never got the chance to elaborate about the camera, but i decided to save it for later when something actually happened; another thing.

' i love my dark, strange son! '

That sentence ran through my head, making me fluster every time i thought about it, either he meant it or just loved me as a best friend, but i was fine with either one, mostly the one about him meaning it though. One problem at the moment, i have my next class with Logan, which slightly terrified me, but i would live through it. I know i - hopefully - can. Either way, i spent two periods with kids i don't know, and half of them were extreme homophobes, which didn't surprise me, but i never paid attention in these classes unless its actually worth listening to, i just sit and write in my book, thats supposedly a dairy.

" ' i can't say i despise this class, because i absolutely hate it. I guess its true what people say, I'm an asshole. I just can't stop thinking about Patton, his cute and squishy cheeks, his short height, his chocolate eyes, his (most likely) soft lips, and his tiny hands, i could go on and on about him but that'd be too much, even for me. Although, i wouldn't mind just hugging and kissing him forever. Sadly, i can't, which is i guess, understandable.. Hm, if i had to choose a song that reminded me of him, probably If I Gave You My Heart by Phora and Sweet Dreams by BØRNs, yep, those two songs remind me of him all the time, every time. Heh, i'm so gay. ' ", Virgil chuckled at himself , and continued writing about all his friends after Patton.

" ' Roman is like the greatest, dramatic person i've ever met, he could be bittersweet sometimes but i liked that about him, he's actually pretty cool. Although i say that, i just make it sound like i mean it or not, but most of the time, i mean it. I think he just accepts it on the inside that i mean it, if not, then i'll tell him soon. ' "

" ' Logan. Logan, i honestly miss him. I miss the way we were, when we were friends, really good friends, and ever since those stupid lies, he just doesn't trust me anymore, i didn't do anything, and if i did, then i wouldn't mean it all. I know he can be a smartass without emotions, but he's a nice person, he does care, he does feel. But he isn't the best for expressing, either way, i just miss the old Logan, but i hope he goes back to that. ' "

" ' Tayln is a great person, all in all, i appreciate their existence. Although, they could be a little grumpy sometimes, but its cute when they are. I met them in my photography class, it's probably my favorite class, their just too kind. That's why their my friend. ", i hesitated writing about Joan, although they were pretty chill, they weren't exactly my friend, were they? The bell rang as i jumped, it always scares me, either way, i just pick up my backpack and head to my last class, i remembered that Logan was in that class so all i did was hope he wasn't as pissed as he was before. I gripped my book tightly, walking down the hallway to reach my class. And there he was. Waiting outside the door.
" l-logan? ", i said it too softly so he didn't face me, he just stared at the ground. " Logan? What are you doing out here?- ", He stopped me, and hugged me. Hugged me? I flinched, in surpise of course, he's never hugged anybody, so why did he hug me?
" im sorry. "
" Logan- "
" i didn't mean to yell at you. ", He let go of me softly. " I had a bad day, i-i just let my anger out on you, and i did not mean what i have said before. Hopefully you'll forgive me? "
" Yeah, yeah. Everything's alright. ", I reassured, opening the classroom door for the both of us, at least he apologized, but that hug took me by surprise.
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Finally, the last school bell rang and everybody scurried out the classroom door, i took my time packing up and leaving, waving goodbye to our teacher as i exited the class. I turned the corner seeing Logan, Roman and Patton, they were all talking within a circle. " Hey guys. ", I said calmly as Patton hugged me tightly. " Aawe Virgil, i missed you!- "
" O-Oh hey, Patty. "
" Their so cute. ", I heard Roman say that behind my back as Logan silently agreed. " I-I UH! ", I stammered loudly. " NO! "
" Uh, yes? ", Roman replied with a smirk and wink. " Aagh! ", I groaned and covered my face with my hands, my cheeks felt warm, which to me, was a bad sign. " Anyways, we should get going. ", Logan proclaimed, me and Roman agreed with him while waiting for Patton to let go of me and agree. " Hm? Oh y-yeah! ", Patton immediately let go, obviously flustered, Roman and him walked together, i walked beside Logan. " Heh, he's always been so childish. "
" Yeah, i guess. "
" I understand that you feel affection for him. "
" W-What? "
" Ah, let me rephrase. You have a crush on Patton. "
" Oh. ", I looked down, then looked up again, realizing what he said. " Y-You knew?! "
" Well, it seemed obvious. "
" Was it really? "
" More or less, i won't admit. But i believe you have a probable chance with him. ", He smiled down at me and i smiled back. " So, do you have any feelings for somebody then? "
" Hm, i actually haven't thought about that. I'm unsure of whether i do or not. ", Logan shrugged. " But if i did, then you wouldn't know. ", He said that like he did but i don't want to bother him, we reached a street, called Croftor St.. " This is my stop. "
" I know. ", I replied happily, he opened his arms again, i hesitated but i embraced him softly. " I apologize in advance for yelling at you, perhaps we can become better friends. ", He smiled once more, properly comforting his glasses. " I will see you tomorrow Virge. ", He began walking away before waving, i waved back and turned to see Patton pushing Roman playfully, i chuckled a bit. So, after Logan leaving, i walked the entire time alone, and watched Roman with Patton, although i felt no jealousy. I felt good.
I felt alright..
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