I sat in the spare bedroom on what was now my bed just thinking about stuff, mostly me and Jess.
I was disturbed from my thoughts by Jess awkwardly walking in.
"Oh hey" I looked at her.
"Hey" she smiled awkwardly.
"I'm sorry about before" I rubbed my arm.
"It's fine. But was I really that bad looking for you to have to cover your eyes and run away?" She laughed, trying to make the mood less awkward.
"No, you're still beautiful to me." I told her after we stopped laughing. Wait, what did you just say James? "Well I'm tired so I'm gonna go to sleep, goodnight." I added in much to fast. I looked up at Jess and caught a glimpse of her blushing before she turned around and left. Smooth, James. Smooth.
*Jess POV*
"No but you're still beautiful to me" James said when he finished laughing.
What was that?! I'm mentally freaking out here. I'm happy and kinda angry now. I finally get over him and he brings back these feelings and I'm so angry that I let the feelings come back. Jess, why do you have feelings for this idiot?
I smiled and blushed like crazy, because that's cute isn't it. Hence the sarcasm.
"Well I'm tired so I'm gonna go to sleep, goodnight" He added in much to fast. He looked up at me, which I saw as my que to leave him in peace.
I'm not going to lie to myself, a small part of me wants to get back with him. We were in such a serious relationship and it ended so quickly. It felt like there was still chance and romance between us which was something that I couldnt ignore.
*James POV*
I should have kissed her. I should have kissed her. James, why didn't you kiss her you idiot.
I have missed her so much and that was the perfect moment and I blew it. I lay up in bed thinking about her for most of the night, when a quote popped into my mind,
"Don't wait for the perfect moment, take the moment and make it perfect"
Well, that's what I'm going to do.
