Recap:
He took in a deep deep breath before saying the words
"I love you"
Jess POV
I sat there silently, just taking in James' confession. James loves me? James loves me still
"Well say something?" James turned his head at me and looked me in my eyes, his chocolate brown eyes starting to get glassy.
I tried to speak but no words would come out. it was like there was a brick stuck in my throat
"Im sorry" James sighed as he looked down then quickly and quietly walked away
Every part of me was screaming "GO AFTER HIM JESS" but for some reason, I didn't go after him. I just sat there, frozen, unable to do anything with myself.
James POV
I told her I loved her. Why did I tell her I loved her, she doesn't love me back, does she. wtf James you idiot! She was just sat there lost for words at my statement.
"Im sorry" I sighed and ran away before she could watch me break down in tears, I didn't want her to see me do that, it'll just make me look even stupider. I am just fed up of life. Jess is the girl of my dreams and shes with Peter the charmer or whatever, she wont want me, he treats her like a princess. Luke would be all over him if they ever met (omg haha:'))
I decided I should just be alone. I didnt want anyone talking to me, I just want to clear my head for a while. I dont care how dark it is.
***
I was just walking, minding my own business walking at the side of the road when this git in a car behind me kept beeping his horn at me. Well I'm sorry that you can't use your brain and use the rest of the road as theres plenty of it!
"James! Hey! What are you doing?" A familiar voice called from the car
I swivelled around "BEAU!" I ran over to his open window where I could talk to him
"Woah! Whats happened" Beau asked with worry in his voice "Have you been crying?"
I felt so unmanly that I had been crying but I had to admit it. I told him what happened "I told Jess I love her..."
Beau widened his eyes "and...?"
I shrugged "She clearly didnt love me back" I wiped my eye
"Get in" Beau gave a warm smile
"Beau I don'-"
"Im not taking no for an answer" He laughed slightly. I did as he said and got in the car.
***
"You can sleep in the guest room tonight" Beau smiled as he placed his car keys on the little dark wooden table that was to the right of the front door
"Thanks" I said as I walked in behind Beau.
I followed Beau and I could hear the guys voices getting louder and louder as we got towards the kitchen
Beau was just about to open the white door before I firmly placed my hand on his shoulder "Beau, could you not like... tell the guys I was crying about it?" I glanced down embarrassed
"Theres nothing wrong with crying" He smiled comfortingly "but if you don't want them to know, then I wont say"
"Thanks Beau" I gave him a hug and we walked in
"FOOOOOOD" Skip sang as Beau opened the door. "JAMES!"
"Hey Skip" I smiled after Daniel got off of me
"What are you doing here?" Skip asked, they were all looking at me
"Umm" I glanced at Beau which gave him the signal to tell them for me, leaving out the crying part
Beau told Luke, Jai and Skip what I had told him and they all looked at me sorrily. Luke walked over and gave me a hug. "Lamesss" Skip winked at us. I smiled at his comment, Daniel never fails to make me laugh (LAMES IS REAL)
Jess POV
I feel so bad about what happened with James. I wish I'd had said something to him. I wish I had told him how I felt too. Jess you're so stupid, you've ruined it now.
"What happened?" Peter rushed over to me after 5 minutes of James leaving
"Nothing" I casually shrugged as I got up
"I love you" Peter kissed my cheek. I think I felt my neck just twitch
"I love you too"
