Her Moonchild

13

"Namjoon hyung,"

I turned around the moment I heard someone calling my attention.

Chaeyoung recently gave birth and all of us have been busy freaking out over Jimin and Chaeyoung's baby.

Ashton looks so adorable, I suddenly had this weird thought of how it would feel to have my own.

But then, I'm not yet married, and I'm not even sure what the real status of my current relationship was.

"Chim," I nodded before turning back my attention to the computer before me. Even though we're technically on a vacation, I can't help but work the moment an inspiration rushed through my mind.

I saw him sat at the far corner of my bed. He looked exhausted but I know that's because he was busy taking care of his family.

It's funny how I was older but Jimin has different priorities now. But then I can't help but get envy how happier he seemed these days. I guess, the burden of getting his relationship known to the public is finally off from his shoulders.

"How's everything going?" I asked him and he smiled, probably the sincerest I ever saw him muster.

"Perfect. Ashton is sleeping and Chaeyoung as well. She's so anxious I feel bad she's not getting enough rest and sleep," he stated and my brows furrowed.

"Chim, you should do the same. It'll be harder if you get sick," I told him and he nodded.

"I don't know. I guess,  finally having my own family makes me think of their welfare first before mine. How it will be harder for me if I ever saw any of them in pain, like it was unbearable for me seeing you guys, my brothers having a hard time," he added and I knew what he was thinking about.

After he announced the world of his marriage, there were a lot of fans who are now boycotting our scheduled activities. It was because they were upset and now they are demanding that Jimin be released from the group.

Jimin said yes, only because he doesn't want the members to have a hard time despite the fact that we all know Jimin, like everyone else, loves performing on stage.

He is willing to sacrifice so we won't be affected.

But that idiot forgot that it's not that easy.

After all that had happened during trainee days, he can't expect us to just let him go. He is a family. And he is part of BTS.  Whatever happens, BTS will remain a 7 member group or it goes nothing at all.

"If this has something to do with what we've talked about before, stop it. Our decision will remain the same. We won't drop you just because you are happy with Chaey and your baby. Nor we will ever drop you at all," I told him and he chuckled.

"I know. This isn't about it," he stated and I looked at him confused.

"What then?"

"Kaizan," he stated and my cheeks blushed for a moment. I turned back on my stuff and avoided his glance.

"Wow hyung, you're blushing just by the sound of her name. That's something," he muttered,  amused.

A groan escaped my lips.

The boys had been pestering me about it nonstop and I wonder how Kaizan was acting cool about everything.

"What about her?" I asked and he was silent for a moment.

After a minute, I turned towards his direction and he seemed to be thinking of what to say.

"Are you serious about her?  Like, serious-serious?" he asked and my brows furrowed.

"Of course I am. What even made you think that I am not?" I exclaimed,  hurt about the possibility that everybody thinks I might be just playing.

"Well, we all know you will leave soon and she will stay. Chaeyoung and the girls had come to love the girl so much they treat her like a sister. We're just worried this is gonna turn out to be just a summer fling," he explained and my mouth dropped for a moment.

Right, in a few days, we will be back in Korea and she will be left here.

The past few days had been all joy and happiness between us too. Sure the development of our relationship seemed too fast but I know I am happy with her.

Just the thought of not seeing her after makes my heart drop for a moment.

Everyone must have been worried.

I turned my attention back to Jimin and before I knew it, me, their leader,  was already asking him a question that I can't seem to find an answer.

"What should I do?" I asked helplessly and he looked at me with understanding.

"Talk to her, figure things out," he stated, "together," he added and I understood.

Everything will be alright.

I hope.