I Regret It

wake up

Let me say something before we start this chapter.

Have you thought about something today? Anything?

It could be about a thing, a place... a person.

Did you know that in one day, people could not stop thinking? Don't believe me? Now, try this.

Drop your hands, and close your eyes. Now don't think about anything. I mean it, ANYTHING. Don't even think about how to blank your mind. It still counts.

Now tell me, did you succeed?

Trust me, my mother made me do this once. I failed, of course.

I know you're wondering what this THING I'm telling you, my fellow readers. But it all connects with my story concept.

I want all of you, all those people in the world, and myself, to start thinking about things around us. Just stop thinking about ourselves. It won't help. You know, the world is in a crisis right now. Many things are happening right now. I just want people to realize, before another World War comes, they should think about the next generations. What?

Do they want they're children to be a smart, brave, kind person?

Or do they want they're children to be a person everyone hates?

Let me tell you something.

I'm 14 this year. Not yet, but yes in a few days.

Trust my words. Those things I said, I'm feeling it. I just want people, young and old, to WAKE UP. WAKE UP from the fantasy you're living in. Look around you. WAKE UP from your daydream. The world is in crisis. Don't just lay on your back and wait for the results.

Do something. Be useful. And wake up.

\\ back to the story \\

"Jin oppa?"

"Are you awake?"

Silence. His face is still pale under the hospital room's light. The beeping sound still continues, signalling that he's still alive. I tried once more.

"Jin oppa... wake up... please.."

Another silence. My eyes started to tear up, negative thoughts entering my head slowly.

"Oppa... did you know? Did you know that you made me the happiest girl in the world, just because you're my cousin? Did you?"

I took a deep breath before continuing.