I Regret It

I know

It has been a few days after we found out about Taeri's father sickness. Honestly, I want to help, but the doctor said that the heart has to match. So, me and Taehyung still tries to help the doctor with finding the perfect match. Still, it's been 3 weeks, and we haven't found any. Taeri gets more and more anxious each day. Yes, she still hates her father. But what kind of children wants their father to leave them?

"Tell me doc, how long do you think Taeri's father will survive? Be honest with me."

Doctor Jung took off his glasses, looking down. Yes, I'm in the hospital. Not just me, of course. Taeri, accompanied by Taehyung, went to visit her father, talking and stuff. So I decided to visit the doctor.

"I- I'm not really sure Mr. Jeon."

"What do you mean?"

"You see, it's not just him who's in the list. There are so many people in this hospital who needs to be given a heart replacement. A very, very long list."

"What if someone donate their heart to a specific person? Is that allowed?"

Doctor Jung looked at me for a while, looking at my eyes.

"Well, that's allowed alright. You..."

I waited for his next word.

"... really love that girl, don't you?"

I smiled. I guess this doctor isn't just some doctor then.

"Young love.. Well, I wish you luck boy. Because the other boy seems to be closer to her than you are. Are they dating?"

"No, not really."

"I hope you make the right decision then. Don't do anything stubborn."

I looked at him. He smiles, with a somewhat calming aura. Then I felt like I've been there for a pretty long time, so I decided to leave. I thanked Doctor Jung before leaving the room, only to be bumping to this stranger in front of me.

"Jungkook? What are you doing here?"

As I looked up, I saw her. Lee Ji-eun. She's my cousin. Older than me. I completely forgotten that she works in this hospital. We talked for awhile, talking about our family. After that she left, called by someone, something about patient in room number 35.

Wait. 35?

That's Taeri's father room! I quickly followed Ji-eun and the other guy to room 35. There, it seems like Taehyung and Taeri is out at that moment. As I looked at Taeri's father, my stomach suddenly felt sick. He was breathing ever so heavy. He's sweating from head to toe, his eyes went wild, until he sees me. He gave me a small smile before he started to cough. They told me to wait outside for awhile. I tried to call Taeri and Taehyung, but they didn't took it. Then Ji-eun stepped out, looking at me with a worried look.

"Are you somewhat close to Mr. Kim?"

"Yeah, I visited him with his daughter a lot of time."

"Your girlfriend?"

"Nope, ex."

"Oh. Have you contacted her?"

"I've tried a few times. But she, nor the person who's hanging out with her, didn't picked up."

"Have you sent them a message? Because this is bad."

"What do you mean?"

"He won't last any longer Kook-ah. He's dying. He has to get a new heart in 7 hours or else..."

I instantly panicked. This can't be happening right now. Then right on time, Doctor Jung came, panting.

"How is the patient?"

"His condition is very, very bad  doc. He has to get a new heart."

They started talking about the chances of surviving and about the stock they have. I kept on contacting Taeri and Taehyung. But still, no answer from both. I looked inside the room, and I heard Mr. Kim say a sentence that made me feel bad for him.

"I haven't met my daughter! I don't want to disappoint her again! Please no! I still want to live, I have to fix all the troubles I've made!"

And at that moment, my decision was made.

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:)) so sorry, I know I didn't update for... a month or so? yes, it's almost time for the ending. don't be so upset. it might be a happy ending. might. :) I also might publish another book, but this one is about jimin. I'm gonna publish it right after this chapter. pLEASE ANYONE! buy me LYT album :') I'M NOT THAT RICHH! please :')