I Regret It

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"Yeah... I heard the whole thing, actually."

"Do you think she might accept me? I mean, I didn't look at her face so I don't know."

"I don't really see her face hyung..."

Lies, more lies Jungkook. You clearly saw her expression. You saw the glint in her eyes. You saw when her face turned happier. You saw it all Kook. Why did you lie?

Because I don't want her to be with him.

Wait what?

What thought was that?

"When do you think I should declare my feelings? And where?"

I choked a bit when he said that. So he's being serious. I thought he was only trying to scare me. I guess things are harder than I thought.

Taeri's POV

"What is it Doc?"

"You see... your father needs help..."

I know I said that I don't really like my father, but it doesn't mean I can't be worry, right?

"What kind of help?"

"He... needs a new heart."

"A new heart?"

"Yes, it seems like his heart is beating slower and slower each day. But unfortunately, I don't think we have any stock left for your father. We would have to find the perfect heart for your father. I think it will take a while."

"How long?"

"Up to the stock."

"No, I mean... how long will.. my father..?"

"Oh. Not long, I guess."

My vision started to blur, tears on the edge of my eyes. If he's gone, then, what am I going to do?  How am I going to live? Jin oppa is gone already. If my father's gone to...

No. No. Let's think positive. Think cute things Taeri.

As I got out of the room, I saw Taehyung and Jungkook talking to each other.

"Hey guys."

After hearing my voice, they both turned around, both with different expression. Taehyung with his usual cute-what's up-hi look. I know, it's a very weird combination, right? But trust me, it really looked like that.

But... Jungkook's expression seems... I don't know. Different, I guess. He looked like he got shocked because of something. But I let that thought pass, letting my next thought enter. Father. I have to tell them about it. I mean, they're the only guys left for me to lean my head on. As I looked back at them, I started to explain to them about the whole situation. I didn't pause once, I kept on telling them the story. When I was finished, they both looked at each other.

"Wow."

They said in unison. I was taken aback a bit, but then I realized something. When was the last time the three of them gathered like this? I missed gathering together like this. 

"What?"

They both looked at me with confusion written on their faces. Did I say the last sentence out loud?

"No- nothing guys.. It's just that.. I miss this. I miss seeing the three of us together."

I could see that both of them started to smile at each other-- wait, that's not a smile.

"So.. you miss seeing the three of us together, huh?"

"You know what I'm thinking Kook?"

"What hyung?"

"Why don't we push her to the fish pond in the back of the hospital, hmm?"

"I absolutely agree."

"You take the right part, I'll take left."

"Roger that."

They both started to walk to me with devious smiles. Thank God I still have my right  mind, so I decided to run away from them.

Which ended with the three of us running around the hospital like some idiots.

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hii all I just want to say that i'm sORRY

I really want to update but.. I can't because I've been very busy with my exams. I know this is very very short, again i'm sorry. btw, I love LOVE YOURSELF : TEAR

like I actually tear up when I listened to the songs. I mean, SINGULARITY is lit, FAKE LOVE felt so real, THE TRUTH UNTOLD made me cry out loud while learning, ANPANMAN makes me jumpy, AIRPLANE PART 2 made me---

I can't write anymore 

au revoir