So this is off topic but I wanted to address it.
I, myself go through depression and it's becoming even worse to where I'm numb from the pain. I sometimes stab myself with pencils, hold knives and guns to my head, and cry myself to bed almost every night.
A few of my closest friends go through that pain and I refuse to give up on them.
But....the scariest thing happened yesterday as I walked home from school.
A little boy, no more than 8-9 was standing on the roof of his school, preparing to jump.
Police tried to talk to him, kids screaming for him to come down and parents watched in horror as this child, a fucking BABY was attempting to take his OWN life.
It literally made my heart hurt. To know a child his age is going through something....THAT fucking brutal to the point where he doesn't wanna live anymore.
Thankfully he listened and climbed back down, safely reaching the ground.
But.
I won't let this shit slide. If you are depressed, i'm here. No one else probably cares but I DO.
If you don't have a voice to the open, message me. Because you're not alone. I know how it feels to be neglected, used, abused, broken inside, pressured and feeling like ending it all.
But....is it really worth it?
No.
Because you're so much more than that.
You stand up tall and prove to those fuckers that you're worth it.
Haters try to drag you down, but don't LET them. Yank them by their nappy ass weave and keep on climbing to the top.
You're beautiful
You're heard
You're seen
You're loved
You're worth it.
Because you're you. And that's more stunning than anything.