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8. Apology

It's Wednesday already. Today I'm taking Kyle and Nyah to visit momma. Nyah has been crying to see her. Kyle is still acting up. Last period is almost over. I hope when I take them to see momma things don't go downhill again. I watched the clock in the class room. 3...2...1. The bell rang. I was the first person out the door. I made my way to my car. I put my backpack in the passenger seat and left the school's parking lot.

At the hospital
Momma was so happy to see up. Nyah climbed in her bed and showed momma mad affection. Kyle showed her some love too.
"Momma I'm sorry for what I said last time. I was just mad. Cause you aint there to take care of us and Heaven is working so hard. And she needs help."  Kyle expressed.
"I know baby." Momma said. Momma kissed Kyle on his forehead.
"You getting any better?" I asked.
"Yes baby I'm making progress slowly but surely. My liver transplant is in two weeks."
"Oh my gosh that's amazing!"
"Yes baby just pray for me."
"Okay momma."
"You coming home?" Nyah asked.
"Yes sweetie." Momma replied.
"When?"
"Soon baby."
Momma kissed Nyah. I leaned and hugged momma. I'm so happy. I started to cry.
"I can't wait momma. Its been so hard for me." I cried.
"It's okay baby." She reassured.
"Momma I've been through hell. I've degraded my self. Done unspeakable things."
"Baby when I come home you won't have to worry any more."
"Okay."
I cried for a bit longer before going home.
When I got home Rodney texted me.

Rodney: y'all hungry?
Me: yeah but Ima cook
Rodney: you sure?
Me: yeah I'm sure
Rodney: ok let me know if you need anything beautiful
Me: ok

I sat my phone on the kitchen counter and started dinner. I made burgers. Nyah has been begging me to make them. Its better than slaving to make pizza. Pizza takes a lot of work. I flipped about 5 burgers. Once they were done I served my siblings. We all ate at the table. My phone buzzed on the table. I picked it up and answered the call.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Hey beautiful." Rodney replied.
"What's up?"
"Nothing just missing you."
"Damn already."
"Yes."
"Damn."
"I wanna see you. Can I come over?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"My siblings."
"Nyah likes me."
"And Kyle doesn't."
"I understand."
"Maybe another day we can go somewhere."
"Okay."
I ended the call. The moment I sat my phone back on the table I heard gunshots. I grabbed Nyah. She started to scream.
"Shhh!" I said trying to keep her quiet.
"I'm scared." She cried.
"I know just keep your voice down. Eat your food."
"Okay."
She slowly minced on her burger. After a few minutes I heard police sirens and the lights flashed through the window. Stay put. I said to my siblings.
I walked outside and went into the parking lot of the apartment. I saw a male on the ground covered in blood. He had two bullet wounds in his head. I covered my mouth. I looked to my left and saw Pinky wailing. I walked over to her.
"What happened?" I asked.
"She shot him!" Pinky cried.
"Who is he?"
"My boyfriend."
"Who shot him?"
"Joanna."
"Damn."
Pinky hugged me. I hate her guts but I'm forced to comfort her in this moment.
I wrapped my arms around her. And patted her back.
"Bitch I have to smoke yo ass too?" Jonna said from behind me. I pushed Pinky off of me.
"My bad." I replied.
"You wanna fuck my bitch?"
"No I'm straight."
"That's what Pinky said."
"Listen she was crying and she hugged me."
"I don't give a fuck." 
"Joanna stop." Pinky said. I took that opportunity to run. I went back inside with no hesitation.
I locked all the bolts on the door.
"Go do your homework." I said to Kyle. Nyah sat in-front if the TV and watched Peppa pig.
Henry texted me.

Henry: he sugar. Can I see you?
Me: tonight?
Henry: yes.
Me: time?
Henry: 8
Me: alright pick me up.

I know I said I would stop but I need extra cash. Nyah is getting a bit too big for her clothes. And so am I. Both of us are busting out of our shits. Sigh. I can't wait for things to change. Momma is gonna be out soon.

I did my homework and studied. Afterwards I took a shower and checked the time. Its almost 8. I need my hair done. I need to call Ty tomorrow. I brushed my hair and threw on a t shirt dress with a v neck. I applied lipgloss to my lips. Henry texted me and told me that he was outside.
"Kyle I'm coming back in an hour or two. Keep my door locked." I instructed as I walked out the door.
I heard him shout back okay. I went into the parking lot and hopped in Henry's range rover.
"Damn." He said as he slipped his hand in my cleavage. He massaged my breast.
"Henry lets go somewhere else." I said.
"Alright."
He started his vehicle and drove around. I slid my hands in his pants and took out his dick. I jerked him off.  He pulled up to our usual spot. Its a park. On the far right from the playground is a mostly secluded area. He pulled up in our spot. The moment he turned off the engine his left hand slid between my breast. He massaged them. I pushed the button to let my seat go back. I slid my dress up.
"No panties? I like." He said. Henry climbed over to my side. He got on top of me.
"How much you need?" He asked.
"$200."
"Alright."
Henry kissed me on my neck. I started to breathe heavy. Henry slowly slid inside of me.