group chat // bbs

twenty

he got no response.
"i'm sorry. fuck i'm so sorry. i knew this was going to happen."
brian's breath started to quicken and he felt tears running down his face.
"i'm sorry." he said, his voice cracking.
within seconds his hands started shaking and then his legs and then his whole body. he began hyperventilating and every noise from the club beside him rang through his ears. everything got blurrier and blurrier. he felt the sensation of his throat closing up and and he was sure that at any moment he was going to either faint or throw up. if he wasn't in a state of utter panic, his head filled with the worst possible scenarios and his heart crashing around in his chest, he would've felt the two comforting arms hugging him.

"hey, it's okay. you're okay brian. i'm right here beside you. you have nothing to apologise for. nothing at all. i love you no matter what, you know that, and you're going to be okay."