group chat // bbs

thirty five

Craigslist > Schotti

Craigslist: so pal

Craigslist: how'd it go?

Schotti: honestly

Schotti: pretty good

Craigslist: you guys talked it out?

Schotti: yeah

Schotti: well

Schotti: idk

Schotti: I told him that when we hooked up it left me feeling really confused

Schotti: about how I felt towards him

Schotti: which is true

Craigslist: good

Schotti: but

Craigslist: but what?

Schotti: I also told him I think it was just confusion

Schotti: and that after thinking about it for a while I've realised I only like him platonically

Schotti: which is

Schotti: less true

Craigslist: ...

Schotti: before you say anything

Schotti: I know it's not the ideal outcome

Craigslist: not ideal is one way to put it

Schotti: but he's my best friend

Schotti: he's been there for me through everything

Schotti: and I've really never felt so safe around someone before

Schotti: and I don't want to lose that over something so stupid

Craigslist: it's not stupid scotty

Schotti: it sure feels it

Schotti: just

Schotti: don't mention it to anyone

Schotti: please

Schotti: and especially not him

Schotti: I'd rather be in his life and sad than not be in his life at all

Schotti: y'know?