my first ever boyfriend and ex

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So about a week ago,I asked out my friend. We'll call him Nick. So  I ask out Nick on Thursday and he says yes. He likes me and he wants to be in a relationship with me. Friday comes along and  we are both first-timers and so we honestly did not know what to do. So we barely talked and during English and history he looks at me and does one go the things where it's a eyebrow raise. It's like the what's up kind of thing without nodding your head and instead raising your eyebrows. I give him a smile because I'm obviously excited. First relationship, don't really know what to do. And so everything goes fine in that class. Until the end of school. So at the end of the school day since I'm in 8th grade and no relationship is really that serious couple usually give a hug or hold hand sir something like that. We were both really awkward and while my friends that were a couple were all hugging and all we (me and Nick) just do a awkward first bump. Yeah. A fist bump. That was so lame. I cringe just thinking about it. And so yeah. The next day (Saturday) some around and we barely talk cause either Mena it's still awkward. It honestly kind of RUINED our friendship relationship. I really liked him. So yeah. And then Sunday rolls around and into he afternoon about 3pm ish to 4pm ish I get a  text.
It's from him  and he says (quoting him) "I have thought about it and I realized a relationship is not what I wanted. I want to focus on school,books and soccer. If your not mad I hope. We can be friends."
So is we that text and I'm  like what the fuck. I honestly really like him but I didn't really care because we were not serious anyways and so I text him back saying I don't care and if that a joke I will fucking kill him and all. And I tell.him yeah. Let's be friends.

Monday rolls around and since it's memorial weekend we don't have school. I'm happy and I'm still honestly a bit hurt. So I text him Monday asking him  If he is watching the basketball game and I told him i was bored then I sent him a imessage game. He responded the imessage game but didn't respond to my text so.I'm like. WTF. You say you want to be friends but yet you don't respond to stuff like that. The he ignores me on Tuesday. I already told him that I wasn't mad or anything so why the hell is he ignoring me?  I mean honestly lets look at it this way.

1. He didn't get dumped so he shouldn't be ignoring me
2. I should be ignoring him. I got dumped
3. In making an effort to try and be friends
4. He is still ignoring me (What a ass hole)

Maybe I am being dramatic but I mean come on. That's jerk move though.
Don't judge me.  I am a quiet person and I don't date and all. I'm still young and  I have a life ahead if me. So this is  just a little story for you guys. 
And yet we only "dated" for like a day. So he doesn't count as a ex right?
What do you guys think? Does he count as an ex? OR NAW.

Yeah. I just needed to vent a little. So yeah. There ya go. It's a little personal but I don't really care at this point. Lol.

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Ashley the great

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