his smile // na jaemin

-twenty four-스물넷-

We talked and laughed for awhile

i wanted to avoid the very well known topic

but i knew i couldn't

"Rin, do you miss Jaemin?"

Jaehyun asks me, concerned

I shook my head

Jaehyun and Jeno's eyes widened

"Not anymore."

I displayed a smile

my smile

it was beaming with happiness

this time

my happiness really wasn't fake

this time

it was genuine

"Really?! How?"

they both were flabbergasted

this was a phenomenon for them

i mean, 7 months

7 months of frowning

crying

isolating

it definitely was a change

"It's all because of.."

I smiled at Jeno

"Because of Jeno."

Jeno looked at me

stunned

his face clearly exclaiming

'Really?!?!'

Jaehyun looks at us happily

his dimples were showing

"How did I even.."

"You helped me learn something today...

...Letting go."

Jeno's eyes were glossy

he was so happy

Jaehyun then looked at us suspiciously

"Sorry if this question bothers you, but are you Haerin's boyfriend?"

Jaehyun suddenly asked Jeno

after we got to know each other

I glanced at Jeno

who was smiling at me

  

"Yes I am."