-twenty nine-스물아홉-

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by ahkilu

by ahkilu

                                    
                                              he lifted his head to look at me
                          I was crying too
                          "It's ok. You'll find and love someone better."

                          I smiled
                          I walked away
                          I felt bad
                          how i left him right there
                          how i left him in tears
                          but then
                          before i could go back in
                          he ran up to me
                          he hugged me as tight as he could
                          he hugged me for about a minute
                          after a minute of hugging and silent crying
                          he turned me around for me to face him
                          he held my hands
                          he was in tears
                          but he was smiling
                          "I'm sorry for everything. Today, I'll let you go. I'll let you love Jeno-hyung happily without guilt."
                          more and more tears
                          more and more feelings
                          he was sobbing
                          his grip on my hands tightened
                          "You heard me! I'm going to let you go.. Even if it hurts a lot. Right here."
                          he pointed to his chest
                          at the spot where your heart would be
                          he clutched it
                          "Let's still be friends ok? I want you and Jeno to still be close to me. No more awkwardness, no more hard feelings. Today, we'll settle everything."
                          he was still smiling
                          his grip has loosened
                          letting my hands freely fall
  

















                          
"I love you. 
That's why I'm letting you go."