he lifted his head to look at me
I was crying too
"It's ok. You'll find and love someone better."
I smiled
I walked away
I felt bad
how i left him right there
how i left him in tears
but then
before i could go back in
he ran up to me
he hugged me as tight as he could
he hugged me for about a minute
after a minute of hugging and silent crying
he turned me around for me to face him
he held my hands
he was in tears
but he was smiling
"I'm sorry for everything. Today, I'll let you go. I'll let you love Jeno-hyung happily without guilt."
more and more tears
more and more feelings
he was sobbing
his grip on my hands tightened
"You heard me! I'm going to let you go.. Even if it hurts a lot. Right here."
he pointed to his chest
at the spot where your heart would be
he clutched it
"Let's still be friends ok? I want you and Jeno to still be close to me. No more awkwardness, no more hard feelings. Today, we'll settle everything."
he was still smiling
his grip has loosened
letting my hands freely fall
"I love you.
That's why I'm letting you go."
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his smile // na jaemin
Fanfictionsometimes, you just need to let go. Started: 4·3·18 Finished: 4·8·18