his smile // na jaemin

-twenty eight-스물여뎔-

today I've decided

I'll be talking to him

to Jaemin.

I walked towards him and his friends

chatting at the cafeteria table

yes, the dream boys

yes, including Jeno

"Jaemin. Let me talk to you."

I sighed

placing my hand on his shoulder

he looked at the boys for approval

they nodded and he stood up

he followed me to the rooftop

"Listen, Haerin- I-I'm still really sorry for everything I've done and I really want you ba-"

I stopped in my tracks

we were at the rooftop already

i sat down, enjoying the view

"You know very well that your hyung and I are happy together,

Nana."

I heard him sobbing

it's  been awhile

eversince i called him by his nickname.

"I moved on a long time ago. It's been 4 months already."

I looked at him

holding him in place

by resting my hands on his wide shoulders

"We'll still be friends. Ok? But please Jaemin. Let me and Jeno be."

A tear slipped out of my eye

"I love him now. This is for you and me, Nana."

he was in tears now

he fell to the ground

crouching and crying

"You have to let me go."