Once More (Kagamine Len x Reader!)

Chapter 22: A Kiss For The Heart

A/N: I HATE MY LIFE!

I was writing this halfway and it was suddenly erased.

Anyway, look out in this chapter.

AND ALSO MORE-

Nah, you read

Y/n's

I still am unable to get the kiss out of my mind. It has been about 2 days ever since that happened. Whatever Miku said and whatever happened, I am still unable to accept and comprehend.

I scratched my head harshly and screamed.

"Enough! I've had enough!

Luckily it was a Sunday and no one was around to hear my scream. My parents went out with my siblings because I rejected their proposal to go out.

Feeling bored, I decided to switch on some music and my playlist just had to play Electric Angel.

"I love to sing, ‘specially if it is for you. Yet the reason is not merely cause I’m made to function that way.
You always said that you really liked my voice,
And it makes me so happy that I can just replay."

Well, there's some truth in those lyrics. I loved to sing for Len. Len had always commented that my voice sounded really calming. As a good friend I am, I always sang for him whenever he felt down or upset because of some problems. He said, my voice always cheered him up.

To me, it didn't matter how many times he wanted me to sing as long as it cheered him up. I mean, who doesn't sing for their friends right? Ever since he said that my singing voice cheered him up, I've always sang for him again and again. Non-stop. During those times he had problems with Miku, I sang for him too and he didn't mind my tripping at some notes. I'm happy, I got a friend who loves my voice and likes it whenever I sing for them. I feel appreciated by him.

"In my database it always was the same
But you taught new meanings that I easily comprehend
So from that day on, my feelings over flew just for you.
Patiently I’m waiting for you to call my name."

Of course, I always waited for him to call me out and talk to me whenever he had some matters to discuss with.

But yet, lately.

It feels different.

I don't want him to call me out for some issues, I wanted him to call me out because I wanted to be by him. Yet, I don't dare to call him. I thought that I probably liked him as a friend, I liked being with him because he's a supportive friend, he's a kind person and he's someone I wouldn't meet another day. It's hard to find someone else like him.

But, even that thought.

Feels wrong.

'Len, why are you making me feel like this?' I thought to myself. I wanted to confirmation and I wanted to confront my feelings. Yet, with me confused like this, I can't afford to get confirmation not can I even confront this feelings. I wanted strength to allow me to find the meaning behind these feelings. It's so painful and so chest tightening yet, it felt nice. I felt happy and I don't want to stop feeling this way.

I wanted to see him again no matter what and I'd do anything.

"I don’t care where I am, just as long as I'm with you.
As my digital heart will wonder what to do.
Please just sweep me away like a gale force of wind and my heart will return from it’s deja vu."

I held my phone tightly, and I wanted to stop the song immediately. I entered my password wobbly and I clicked on his name. I was about to dial the number but I hesitated. My finger went back and forth, back and forth. I was clueless and I was feeling confused as well. I just wanted to dial a friend's phone number yet why does it make me feel so scared.