im so sorry XD i changed the rolls, ryland is the new happy kid and shane is the one who dosnt feel happy, ye , right understand good XD if youre reading this after i changed the previous chapter then you probely dont know what im on about so just ignore this, byeee.
it was the next day and we were walking together down the street, after we had disovered we lived next door to eachother. when we were close to the gates he gripped my arm and turned me to face him, i raised my eyebrows at him since i wasnt in the mood to construct words 'why dont we skip today?' i looked at him for a second searching for any hint that this was a joke, but he just looked at me impatiently waiting for my answer 'ryland youre not being serious. its your second day and you want to skip?' i finally spoke for the first time that day. he looked at me sternly 'yes i want to skip. come on shane' he grabbed my hand and pulled me slightly 'you sure ry' i said as he started walking away from the school 'you sound like youre asking for consent to fuck me (bahahahahhahha XDD sorry i cant) , just come on' he shouted as he pulled me accross the road with him, i felt my face heating up and i didnt know why, 'wait!' i said and he stopped to look at me 'why is my face so hot' i asked genuinly confused as i placed my empty hand on my cheek and i then noticed that our hands were intertwined and that made my cheeks even hottor, id never felt this before 'shane, youre blushing, thats normal now come on' he stated and continued dragging me but i was far from in that world, i felt something other than sadness which was actually a miracle and he caused it.
we ended up sitting in the middle of a feild which was aproximatly 10 minutes away from the school, i dont know how we decided a large plain of grass would be a good area to spend 6 hours but here we were. ryland kept talking about his old school and where he used to live while i zoned out 'shane are you even listening' he whined, my eyes snapped open and i turned to him 'no' i addmited and he rolled his eyes at me before repeating his story , i watched as smiles appeared on his lips and i frowned in return 'ryland whats it like to be happy?' i inturrupteed his scentence 'what do u mean' he smiled at me and i forced one back 'dont worry' i turned away and looked towards the road where cars were speeding past. a notification came from my phone and i picked it up to see a message from justin;
:youre with that ryland kid aint you? theres rumors going round.
i sat up abruptly from my slouched down position and saw ryland laughing 'what are you laughing at?' i asked genuinly confused 'have you seen what people have been saying about us' he giggled 'uhh no' i responded 'well one person said that aparantly they saw us walk off together, true, and then we started kissing, not true. and' he paused as he read what i suspected as a text from justin 'and then we fucked...not true' he started laughing uncontrollably , i rolled my eyes at him , suddenly he gasped 'we should go back to my house, no one is gunna be there' he said innocently and stood up while quickly grasping my hand and pulling me up.
when we got to his house he stepped in first before whispering 'come on before someone sees us and spreads more rumors' i laughed as i stepped in but then stopped. did i just laugh naturally, without forcing it? 'are you okay?' his worried voice spoke and i shook my head out of my thoughts ' im fine, im just tired', i walked past him and next thing i know we were laying on the floor completley drunk, the last thing i remembered before i passed out was rylands voice saying 'i think i love you' and then a feeling ive never felt before. i felt loved.
oh but it didnt last long.
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fEeLiNgS..{shyland - amberlessthen3
Fiksi Penggemar-shane might look like a normal teenager. but he dosnt feel anything except for sadness 'how is this person making me feel like this'
