·𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦 𝘍𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳·

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Four x X
WARNING:
There is Attempted Suicide in this one.
Just a little heads-up!
(Why does most of FourX end up with some attemptation of commiting suicide?)
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X's POV:
The "hosting" thing is really hard! How does Four even DEAL with this??
I guess he is smarter than me...
Oh, how I wish he was here, to comfort me, to hug me. To talk to me. And hopefully one day... We'll be together.

Yep, nobody knows I'm gay. I love Four, because he was always there for me. Since the first day he taught me what digit I really am, I realized that if I don't tell him my feelings then I won't ever be with him. He's all I'm wishing for right now. Except... He's dead.

No one can bring people back except from himself. But he's dead so can he bring himself back? Is he actually dead? Or is he just camping in Donut's body?
Wait, I know... I just have to kill Donut to get Four back.. Right? Maybe that won't work. Maybe that will.

I sit under a tree into deep thought, not noticing an object standing right infront of me, trying to get my attention. Until I finally snap back into reality I see Donut, yelling my name.
"Huh?" I say, wanting him to repeat what he said.
"There you are! Finally back into reality." He says, harsh but sarcastically.
"Sorry, I usually go into deep thought thinking about F-" Wait, I can't tell him my crush on Four! I've been doing a great job keeping it a secret and I don't wanna tell anyone...

Yet.

"Were you about to say... Four..?" Donut says, smirking.
"W-WHAT? NO!" I say turning crimson.
"Aw, does little X have a crush on Four?"
"No..." I say.
"Don't worry, your secret is safe with me."
"Donut, I just want to tell him how much I really love him... But he doesn't seem to be.. present right now." I say.
"I know, but there's a way to communicate with him. Seen as he is 'inside' of me." (If you're thinking of something else then, Man, you have a dirty minded brain)
"Uh, how?" I ask.
"Just follow me. GB and TB have been making this machine that can read the inner thoughts."
"Oh, wow."
"It can also talk to Alter Ego's, and people who randomly got trapped."
"That's cool, how did they do that?"
"Don't ask me, I don't know. I mean, they are GB the Brains and TB the Machine-maker"
"Yeah, I guess so."
Once we get there I don't see much, just a small upside-down cup that you can size to fit the top of an object, with wires and cables leading to a computer. That has complicated diagrams that I couldn't understand. I see Donut talking to GB and TB, and they both look at me and giggle. They nod and Donut sits down on the grass and puts the hat-cup thing on his head. And wink at me. I blush a bit, my heart thumping against my chest, hoping I'm able to tell Four my feelings and hoping he'll accept.

The computer puts some binary numbers and came up with a Four just sitting there looking around. Four then notices the screen and slowly crawl up to it. He fingers the screen and GB yells at him. TB then said to him that I wanted to talk to him and he looked at me. I nodded and walked up close.
"Hi, F-Four." I stammer.
"Hello" He says in his squeaky voice I've always felt comfortable with.
"I have something I want to tell you, and I just want you to... Accept...?" I say a bit confused myself.
"What is it, X?" He says, Four saying my name was a dream come true.
"I have... I mean, I, uh, l-love..." I stammer
"Love what?" He says, as his eyes widen.
"ICE CREAM." I randomly yell.
"Ice cream?" He says.
"Nononononono, I mean... I mean I love..." I nervously look around, I can't seem to find the words, even though I have said it over and over and over again in my head.
"I.... Can't seem to find the words.. The words won't come out." I say.
"Just say it." I can tell he's getting tired of waiting.
"He's trying to say he loves you, Four." Says Donut.
"Uh.. ME?!" Says Four with a disgusted look on his face. I cover my face with my hands whilst looking at the ground, trying to hide my blush.
"Yes, you, do you like him back or not?" Says Donut, just going with it, still sitting there with the hat on his head.
"Uh, well. I'm not gay, but.." and with the phrase said, I ran away. I can hear Four yelling to me to 'wait' but how can I wait if it's too heartbreaking to hear him say 'He doesn't love me'? I couldn't possibly just let that slip away.

This was harder than I thought...

After being together for so long..

He rejects me and looks at me with disgust...

I stand at the cliff, looking down, knowing this is my fate. As I edge closer to the cliff I hear GB and TB running behind me trying to stop me. But nothing can stop me now. I close my eyes and fall forwards, this feeling is exactly how it feels to be rejected by your loved one. I suddenly randomly stop in mid-air, I don't seem to feel anymore wind coming to my face. But I know I'm still alive and haven't reached the bottom yet. I then get lifted up, back onto the top of the cliff.

I turn around and see GB and TB breathing hard as TB is using another invention he made. Like a hand that holds you still. Not too tight to end up squeezing your lungs out or not too loose to send you falling to your doom.
"W-WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! HE DOESN'T LOVE ME SO IT HAS TO END LIKE THIS!" I yell at TB and GB in tears full of confusion and anger.
"X, you didn't let him finish his sentence."
"HE CLEARLY SAID 'I'M NOT GAY' SO HE HAS ALREADY FINISHED ME." I yell, even though I knew they were right.
"Come on, let's let Four finish his sentence and then you can understand." Says GB.
"F-fine." I look away, defeated.

We went there and I didn't dare to glance at Four.
"X... You didn't let me finish." He smiles a bit.
"Just say it. I'm already hurt anyway."
"I said 'Uh, well, I'm not gay.. but'." He says
"I know." I reply, harshly.
"And I was about to say 'I love you too, gay or not." My eyes widen, maybe I should've stayed, maybe it wouldn't be so bad. He loves me too, right?
"Y-you do..?" I reply, feeling guilty.
"Yes, of course. It's hard to not like you." I look up to him, and for the first time I start laughing.
"Oh no, the computer is losing signal!" says GB. I watch as the virtual screen is glitching.
"Bye, X! I love you!" Says Four.
"Bye! I love you too!" I reply. And I watch calmly as the glitch gets more violent. And disappears.

I walk away, smiling and whispering to myself:

"Not Goodbye Forever."
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Tell me if you don't really ship this ship but respect it, because I don't ship it and I respect it.

Welp, there we are.
Suggested by Dat_One_Minty_Friend

Jesus Christ this is long o-o
Total words: 1268

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