Obsession // Kim Namjoon

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Namjoon's POV:

it was dark. i was walking home alone. i decided to walk even though it would probably take me over an hour.

i just wanted to think. the last hour had been hell.

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one of the paramedics came up to me as i was still on the ground outside her window, my back leaning on the wall.

"i'm sorry, sir." he sat down beside me, patting my back.

"she's gone?" i muttered, looking straight ahead of me.

the paramedic nodded, with a sigh.

"just like that...and someone who means a lot to you is gone. forever." i whispered. my heart felt heavy. i just wanted to sleep forever.

i was about to get up and leave. to get as far as i could from this hell.

"sir. before you go, could you please tell us everything about her. we want to find whoever did this. we want to help."

i nodded, explaining how i barely knew her, how i wished i could've known her better.

by the time i had finished, i had cried a river.