Obsession // Kim Namjoon

seventy three

Jeongyeon's POV:

usually, i would have been exhausted if i hadn't slept all night, but this morning i was wide awake.

i don't know why i didn't feel worried. i was sure me and namjoon would be happy together after all of this was over.

i hoped that nothing would go wrong.

10 am passed and there was a knock at my door. i recognised the knocks now. and i was sure this was namjoon.

he poked his head around the door, a twinkle in his eyes. seeing him so happy made it impossible not to smile.

namjoon rushed towards me hugging me tight. with his thumb, he stroked my face gently. i was struggling to breathe at his touch.

before i knew it, my lips were on his and our bodies were intertwined.

"namjoon. i'm scared." i whispered into his chest. he stroked my hair, "me too. but as long as i'm with you it will be fine."

he didn't know that i wasn't scared of our plan to run away. of course not. a psycho like me doesn't get scared of things like that.

but what made me frightened was how i felt inside and how i felt when he touched me.

i was scared to be happy.