the voices had stopped by the time the next day had rolled around and i missed them, i missed having a reassuring voice even if it wasnt real, he wasnt here and never will be again.
i took the next pill. a yellow one. and walked towards a box that sat in the corner of our room. i havnt left this room in weeks. the box contained photos of me and shane , when we were happy.
god i wish he was still here. i picked up one; it was taken in mexico. that was the day shane proposed to me.
i smiled as i looked at the picture thinking back to how happy we were.
another picture; the day he walked out and never came back.
sad again. i really wish id at least tried to stop him from going but i just let him.
'move on ryland' them words echoed in my head ,he had said this moments before the door slammed
and my only response being ' i cant youre my soulmate shane'
he didnt listen. he left and never stepped through that door again. i wish i could just walk out of this room and hug him right now. but i cant he's gone. never coming back. 'ryland'
the voice. i brought my knees up to my face and closed my eyes just wanting to listen to his voice like i had ended up doing yesterday. 'ryland look at me' i quickly looked up to be greeted with the figure and then everything seemed like a dream. he was standing there. his hands stretched out 'hug?' he simply said. i moved faster than i ever had before as i sat up and ran towards him. but when i went to slip into his arms. he dissapeared
he was gone 'move on ryland'
i fell back down my knees clutched to my face again as i cried.
i dont think ill even be able to make it through the rest of these pills at this rate
4 pills left.
green.
blue.
indigo.
violet.
but then what
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PopPiNG PilLS... / SHYLAND
Fanfictionpills every colour of the rainbow; they keep the small broken boy from exploding, but he soon runs out of the cures to his shattered heart. and is left with only one more painless solution. {triggering, mentions of suicide and depressed thoughts} 11...
