PopPiNG PilLS... / SHYLAND

No MOrE PilLS </3

He stared at the empty pill box, he couldnt live without these relievers and most importnatly couldnt live without shane, he knew what he had to do.

his head fell back against the door as he pulled the gun out of his pocket, he stared at it for a second before bringing it up to his head , memories flushed through his head; first an image of when they first met, when shane asked him to be his boyfriend, when they kissed, when they got their first dog, when shane started drinking more, when shane told ryland 'hed be fine on his own' and then slammed the door and left,

then just before he pressed the trigger he whispered 'i know you told me not to baby, but i just cant live without you, ill be with you soon'

and then a loud bang rang around the room and ryland finnally felt at ease, ryland felt nothing, ryland was dead.

- month earlier.

'shane you really cant go, he'll hurt you' ryland shouted referring to the guy who shane had been trying to catch for months, a leader of a gang which specialised in dealing drugs. you see shane was a undercover investigater who had been trying to track this guy for ages and he finally had. 'ryland its gunna be fine, i wont be long an hour at most' he stated as he pulled himself out of rylands grasp 'shane but what if you dont come back, what if im waiting for you to come back and you dont, what if im here and your dead and i cant do anything. shane i cant live without you' ryland cried as he attempted to wrap his body around shane again to prevent him from leaving 'ryland if something does happen, i dont want you to hurt yourself. i want you to move on and get on without me' he sternly said as he pushed ryland off him 'your not making this any better,i cant move on your my soulmate shane' tears ran down his face 'ryland its gunna be fine, when i come back we can go on a date ye? i love you' he hugged him before stepping back , little did they know they would never attend this date. 'at least have someone come with you, some backup' ryland suggested as he forced a slight smile on his face 'ryland ill be fine on my own' then the door slammed. and shane ran into his car as ryland watched through the window praying that hed be okay. a ding came from rylands phone and he peered down at it.

:and dont fucking take those pills whatever you do. - shane </3

it was 10 minutes later when shane walked down that alley, and was greeted with the broad stature of the guy he has been tracking 'what you doing down here mate' the harsh voice spoke, shane breathed in confidently and pulled the handcuffs out 'im here to arrest yo-' the scentence didnt end but was interrupted with a gasp of pain and the sound of shane chocking on the blood that had found its way into his throat, he looked down at the feeling of discomfort in his stomach and saw a bloody knife held next to him, then his vision seemed to fade and when he opened his eyes again he was being rushed through a hospital, he felt himself sinking in and out of consciousness , he heard cries and opened his eyes to see ryland sat next to him , tears streaming down his face. ryland answered a call only moments earlier and he only needed to hear the first 4 words before he knew exactly what had happened 'shane is in trouble..'

'r-ryland' shane stuttured as he looked up at the mess of a boy 'oh my god shane' he slung his arms around him 'i love you so much' he stumbled over his words and cried into shanes chest. 'shane please dont , please dont die' shane didnt respond, he didnt know how to respond. his sight dropped and he was unconscious again . ryland stared at the sleeping body while silently crying. he knew this would happen.

*beep..beep..beep..beep..beep*

the steady sound of the heart monitor filled the room

*beeeeeeeeeeeep*

rylands head snapped up at the long, unstopping note. completly different frequency as the previous ones. he stood up and ran to shane shaking him begging him to wake up. and then he was being pulled out the room while doctors flooded in, attempting to revive the dying boy who was too far gone. he was dead.

-month later

and now ryland layed dead on there bedroom floor now happy that his pain was gone.

the day shane slammed that door was the day shane collapsed and the day shanes heart stopped beating.

the day rylands pills ran out, was the day his head hit the floor and his lungs stopped breathing.

shane was a victim to a homocide

and ryland the victim to a suicide

and that was the end of there story

A/N bittttttchhh. they ded XD