dear diary

feelings

dear diary

so it's been a stressful year, but hey!! school's almost out! for me it ends june 1st, which is only 36ish (school) days away. i know right? holy crap. the 4th quarter started only a little bit ago, and right now i have all A's in my classes, so yay for that. we have a crapload of testing until like, april 30th though so that sucks hella bad. and then there's finals at the end of the year, oof- but hey, o the bright side, on exam days we only have to take like, 2 exams and then we get a study hall for the rest of the day in the auditorium. so i can hang out with my friends there, and that's cool. also, remember my friend joey i was talking about?? the hecking cool one?? i might have a crush on him,, and he might just like me back, so, that's,,,, amazing! we're not rushing anything though- hopefully all goes well. he's super sweet, and.. blah, just, heck, i hope this turns out good. my past relationships haven't been so great. but hey, maybe he'll raise the bar back up? i don't know, to be honest, all i can do is hope. he has ACT testing on saturday, so he's kinda stressing. but, i know he'll do good on it, cause he's really freakin' smart. so, uh, anyways, what else to say.. i don't know- my mind is blanking right now. i'm in study hall so oof. uhh.. oh yeah! i went to my friend vince's birthday party, AND HE HAS A FUCKING BEARDED DRAGON. ITS SO. CUTE. ITS NAME IS ROGUE AND ITS LITERALLY THE MOST ADORABLE THING. at this point i'm just waiting for my mom to bring up the gecko thing. she said she's not going to get me it anytime soon, of course, because shes trying to buy a house blah blah blah. oh yeah? then why do you buy something online every fucking week? sometimes she makes me mad bc of how hypocritical she is. she says she can't spend money, she's trying to pay off her credit cards, and then she goes and buys a ton of shit from amazon. like ???? what the hell lmao? oh &!!! kennedy fucking took the xbox cord (when she said she wouldn't take it, and she even "double checked" her bag for it) so i've been without youtube for a week and i'm ang er y. anyways,, i think that's all for now. i'll write again soon!