dear diary
codi and i broke up some time ago. i found out that he'd been talking to & flirting with & going on dates with a girl named jessica, anyways. to be honest? i'd kind of lost feelings in him. he let his true colors show, and he was just a dick to me and to all of my friends, which i didn't tolerate. so i broke up with him, and he tried to hurt me by telling me about how he cheated. honestly, though? it didn't affect me, and i made sure he knew that. he also tried to hurt me by calling me an emo whore and telling me to kill myself, so i just blocked him because obviously he wasn't going to be mature about it. before i blocked him i told him that he couldn't hurt me, that i wouldn't stoop down to his level. my friends, of course, were proud of me for being so mature about it and not getting upset. after i broke it off with codi, after a little bit, i started dating joey. we ended up breaking up today because apparently a 2 year age gap was too much for him. oh well. i'm not very good at this relationship thing. maybe i should stop dating people.
on a better note, my friend alex is absolutely amazing and wrote something for me which made me cry bc i love them so much ok thank you shoutout to them they are so beautiful goodbye
A/N: i deleted the last 2 parts because they were cringey as all hell sorry not sorry.
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dear diary
Randomsomething to write in sometimes i guess when i need to vent. will probably be kind of hard to understand; i mostly just let the words flow out of me in a rush so the feelings don't linger.