dear diary
i don't like life all that much
there's two ways to look at it, really.
it's like.. there's a waterfall
and then there's vomit.
it's either beautiful
or it's disgusting and you don't want the taste in your mouth anymore because it's bad bad bad and you just want it out and over but you cant
that's how i feel right now. i'm drinking so much water but i just can't get the taste out and suddenly i'm vomiting again and again why am i so sick why won't my medicine work
how do i make my vomit a waterfall
how do i turn the disgusting into the beautiful

YOU ARE READING
dear diary
Randomsomething to write in sometimes i guess when i need to vent. will probably be kind of hard to understand; i mostly just let the words flow out of me in a rush so the feelings don't linger.