dear diary

cope

dear diary

i've found it's easy to forget about everything when you listen to music. 

i'm convinced a lot of people hate me

i cry

i doubt myself

i listen to music

i cope

i sleep

i have nightmares 

i listen to music

i'm so grateful for all of the artists who take the time to acknowledge their fans and write songs towards them. those empathetic artists. i'm so grateful for them because it's helped me through a lot because it lets me know i'm not alone in what i'm going through. 

one example of these artists is tyler joseph. 

and please, if you don't like twenty one pilots, don't talk shit in the comments. yes, we all have our own opinions, but i really don't need a huge argument in my comments section. just stop reading now, because i'm probably gonna talk about them a lot. it's really offensive to trash someone's favorite anything, especially if it helps them cope with shit going on. 

a lot of people say this, but i truly mean it.

they saved my life.