dear diary,
so,, bad news. we had to get rid of rocko. he peed in the house and we didn't have a carpet cleaner so my mom threw a fit and before spring break started he was gone. i was really upset at first, and my mom wouldn't let me get a snake either [wtf boi] but she's getting me a gecko. i have no clue when, hopefully soon? but yeah, my pupper's gone. uhh, my baby brother is starting to talk a little bit. he mostly says "dada" and "mama" but hey, it's a start! my spring break was pretty cool. i mostly watched youtube & talked to a new friend i made. happy late easter as well! i got a crap ton of candy and like 12 bucks so that's cool. probably gonna walk to the store when my mom gets home. right now i'm watching baby joey [and it's weird bc that's the name of the new friend i made] and he's sleeping so i decided to write another entry. i figured it's been a while. i know they're out of whack and not constant at all and i'm sorry, i'll try to work on that. anyways, to the new friend i made! uh, his name is joey, and he's super nice. like, scarily nice. he's really supportive and has helped me through a lot. i met him a few weeks ago-ish, and it's been great! he's really easy to talk to, and him & my friend Vincent are getting me into pokemon, so that's cool. i've been playing ss [soul silver] and i really enjoy it! it's fun as heck and it gives me something to do.
on a heavier note, i've been kinda questioning myself lately. i know i'm at a stage where i'm figuring things out and bla bla bla, but, i'm not sure. i thought that i liked girls? like, i thought i was attracted to them, but.. i don't really think i am. not anymore, at least. i think the last girlfriend i had kinda ruined my experience. and she was nice at first, and i thought i liked her, but, i don't know. it didn't really hurt all that much when she broke up with me. i'm just.. not sure what to do. i'm probably gonna talk to my counselor about it, but it just felt good to get that off my chest. anyways, my baby brother is waking up, i'll try to write later.
YOU ARE READING
dear diary
Randomsomething to write in sometimes i guess when i need to vent. will probably be kind of hard to understand; i mostly just let the words flow out of me in a rush so the feelings don't linger.
