Being Cameron Dallas' Sister

Chapter 32

Matthews POV

*ONE MONTH LATER*

I haven't talk to Emily in 2 weeks. The first couple weeks everything was fine. Now she's being so distant and I know it's not because of school because she does it online now. She started making YouTube videos while we were on vacation and has became more popular.

I miss her.
I need her.
Does she miss me?

I haven't really left my room. I do online school also so it doesn't matter. My mom, she thinks I'm depressed. The thing is I am. I miss Emily and her voice. She won't answer me. I really thought things would work. Are we still dating?

I hope.

Emily's POV

I haven't talked to Matthew in two weeks. I know, stupid, but I can't do this long distance thing. I tried for a couple of weeks but it just made me depressed. Cameron and I are getting closer again and I realized I do need him more than I play it off. When he moves out I'm gonna die. I'm trying to talk my mom into letting me move with him and Nash.

"Morning butthole." Cam says walking in my room.

"Morning Cam."

"Wait what's wrong?"

"Matthew has been texting me a lot but I have been forgetting about it. I feel so bad, I just can't do it."

"Tell him."

Then I start to cry.

"Cameron I can't break up with Matt. I love him."

"Take a break." He says.

"That's breaking up!" I yell.

"Call taylor then." He says getting up and leaving me to cry to myself.

Call Taylor I think.

I dial his number and he answers quickly.

"I miss you." He says.

"I miss you too tay and I need your help."

"What is it pretty girl?"

I explain and he sighs.

"I think you should tell him that you can't do it, but pretend like your not dating now, but as soon as you see him pick up right where you left off."

"That's a great idea." I say.

"I know." He says laughing.

"Come visit soon okay? I love you tay."

"I definitely will! Love you too princess."

Then he hangs up.
Time to call Matt.

I dial and he automatically picks up.

"Hello? Emily are you okay?" He asks.

"I want to say yes, but I can't lie to someone I love as much as you."

"Oh."

"I can't do this Matthew."

"What?" He says and I can tell he's trying not to cry.

"No no I don't want to break up. But I think we should not text or call because it makes me depressed. When we see eachother we can pick up where we left off. If it's too much for you to handle I understand." I say.

"I don't like the idea, but I love you and would do anything for you. So yes."

"Okay." I say.

"I love you so much Emily." He says.

"I love you too. See you soon, maybe." I say and hang up.

He really does love me. I could never doubt him.