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Taehyung's pov

(Y/n) ran into Namjoon’s room. I was about to walk in when I heard someone behind me. “where is (y/n)? She isn’t in the living room or the kitchen and why are you going in Namjoon's room?” I froze. I mustn’t let Jin see that she was in Namjoon's room. Too late. Jin had already entered Namjoon's room and had a shocked look on his face.

“NAMJOON EXPLAIN!” Jin yelled making me jump because Jin has never shouted at Namjoon like that. (Y/n) then ran out of the room and left the house. Was she crying? Quickly I ran after her after grabbing an umbrella because of the rain.

I ran through the cold puddles, soaking my feet, until I got to a park. It was early morning and the dusty park was lit up with orange street lights. She was sat on a bench on the far side of the park. Careful not to startle her, I stood next to the bench and put my hand out so that the umbrella would be above her head instead of mine. The rain hit my body and bounced off; instantly making me wet. (You pervs 😏)

Your pov

I ran to the park where it all started and where it will probably finish. I noticed that someone had followed me all the way here but I proceeded to sit on a bench and cry my insides out. Unexpectedly, the rain came to a sudden stop above my head. I looked up to see a soaking Taehyung.

Instinctively, I pushed the umbrella above Tae's head. “Don't. You are going to catch a cold" was all I could muster. His eyes saddened and he closed the space between us so that the both of us fit under the umbrella. “both of us will be ok now" We started to walk back to the dorm but my shoulder was wet, and so was his. We didn’t fit perfectly under the umbrella, not helped by the awkward gap we kept between us.

I went back into the warm and took off the jumper that was now wet. My pyjama pants were also wet luckily my shirt wasn't. Tae stood there a bit awkwardly averting his gaze from you. “do you want some of my pyjama pants?” I nodded in response. He came back with a pair of red and blue chequered pyjamas pants.

After I went to change pants I walked in the kitchen to get myself a drink. As I was pouring the drink, someone came up behind me and tugged on the waistband of Taehyung's pants which I had on. Quickly, I turned around to see Jin but our faces were so close to each other. “Hi Jin" I failed at speech and I became a stuttering, blushing mess.

“so, are you indecisive? Can't decide whether to ruin mine or Taehyung’s life next?” I was completely dumbfounded and didn’t know what to think. “What?” was all I could say. Jin was being so rude right now and I don’t know why. I didn’t think men had periods.

Taehyung's pov

As soon as we got back to the dorm, (y/n) took off her jumper which was protecting her t-shirt from the rain. Her pyjama pants were wet which made the outline of her underwear visible. As the nice gentleman I am, I let her borrow some of my pyjama pants. Once she had changed into my pants I was about to walk in the room but Jin walked in and touched the waist band of the pyjama pants (y/n) was borrowing from me. I listened to their conversation and my eyes widened as I listened and gathered some information.

Jin’s pov

After contemplating for a good ten minutes I went into the living room to talk to (y/n). After discovering that she wasn’t there I made my way to the kitchen but she wasn’t there either. I walked back to the lounge but on my way back I caught Taehyung, looking incredibly shifty, making his way into Namjoon's room.

“Where is (y/n)? She isn’t in the living room or the kitchen and why are you going in Namjoon's room?” Taehyung seemed to freeze at my presence. Something was wrong so I made my way to Namjoon’s room and opened the door to a sick sight.

“NAMJOON EXPLAIN!” I yelled making everyone jump because I usually don’t shout like that. (Y/n) then ran out of the room and left the house. But my anger towards Namjoon was way stronger than the urge to comfort (y/n). Trying not to smack Namjoon in the face or beat the life out of him, I asked him again but quieter than last time. Taehyung had already ran after (y/n) so she was bound to be safe.

“I just don’t want her to hurt you like she did my friend, hyung.” Namjoon said, almost a whisper. “When she dumped him after using him as a rebound for a while, he grew incredibly depressed and used alcohol to try to forget.” Namjoon’s face was now full of sorrow and guilt. “He ruined his liver and without a donner he quickly became ill and unable to look after himself. While my friend was dying in hospital, I paid off his hospital fees by getting extra jobs and all nighters became normal to me. Without any family, I was all he had but I wasn’t enough.” A single tear ran down Namjoon’s cheek as he retold the story. “Due to my many jobs my friend was alone all the time and wasted away. He spent his final moments alone in a strange white room, tied to life support. He never lived, hyung, because of me and my stupidity. I could of told him to not get involved and saved his life.”

Namjoon was a wreak and needed to rest now. I comforted Namjoon until he fell asleep. At that time I left his room and made my way to the kitchen. To my delight my toy was there, maybe I could play. I want to know more about you, (y/n). I tugged on the waist band of the pants she had borrowed from Taehyung making her freeze and cheeks burn a little red. Although she could kill, she was cute.

“so, are you indecisive? Can't decide whether to ruin mine or Taehyung’s life next?” she was completely oblivious to what I was on about. “What?” was the only think she could say right now. Even though this girl has had so many boyfriends, she finds skinship uncomfortable. I’m not the closest to her though so skinship wasn’t the most comfortable move. It is my goal to make our skinship comfortable and accepted. Even if she ruins me, I want to experience her warm touch and gaze into the oceans she calls eyes without being judged or awkward.

Namjoon's pov

After spilling the truth to Jin I slept but when I awoke an hour later everyone was gone. I checked the kitchen and all three if them were there. V seemed like he was spying on someone so I kept silent. Listening closely, I heard the conversation between Jin and (y/n).

Your pov

“Do you know what happens to the guys you dump? Do you know their friends and who they are close to? Did you know how much you influence people?” Jin’s voice was soft, much like his big lips and flawless skin. Seeing Jin up close like this was making my heart beat unnecessarily fast, as if it was going to break my ribs. Before long Jin noticed that I was starring at him, turning away he smirked And continued talking. “Your image is so very dangerous, yet you seem so innocent. Is it an act?” snapping out of my daze I replied “No. Why would I act?” but it was almost a whisper. “If it isn't an act, then why have you had so many boyfriends?” It took me a while to come up with an answer. “I guess… well… maybe… because I don’t have it in me to be… alone? Sometimes the world seems very big to a no one like me.” Jin's eyes seemed to soften after hearing my answer. “Surely you know more of the world seeing as you literally pick people up from the street." This statement made you lose it. “I might be pitiful but I am not a Hoe. Don't get me wrong I have had a lot of boyfriends but It's not like I slept with them all. Some guys didn’t even get it to skinship never mind the bedroom!” The anger in your voice was very apparent, words on the verge of shouting. Jin smirked at the mention of bedrooms but he turned his head away from you and walked a little before looking back. “You're interesting. I want to get to know you better. I'm pretty sure you won’t decline because I am probably one of the most handsome guys you have ever met. So, meet me at the food stand where we first met tomorrow at eight.” Jin left you in the room slightly confused and slightly flattered. Why would Jin want to date You? Why would he want to if he knew about Namjoon’s friend? What was so interesting about me?!

Taehyung's pov

I quickly put my back to the door because Jin started to walk out of the room. I needed to hide. Quietly, I made my way further away from the entrance to the door but what I heard made me freeze. “You're interesting. I want to get to know you better. I'm pretty sure you won’t decline because I am probably one of the most handsome guys you have ever met. So, meet me at the food stand where we first met tomorrow at eight.” Did Jin actually just say that? Why would Jin like (y/n)? Why do I feel jealous?
I made my way to bed but I wouldn’t be sleeping. Too much happened in the day to get rest. I need to process the information I gathered thanks to my stealth and ninja like moves. Jin was being way too mysterious at the moment. What was up with him? Does he know something? Questions seemed to haunt my head and continued to do so into the day.

Namjoon's pov

As I was spying Jin started to move closer to the door. Trying to keep his cover, Taehyung moved away from the door but froze when a comment was made. “You're interesting. I want to get to know you better. I'm pretty sure you won’t decline because I am probably one of the most handsome guys you have ever met. So, meet me at the food stand where we first met tomorrow at eight.” What was this? Did Jin like (y/n)? Why does Taehyung look jealous?

Maybe my efforts were too weak. Now Jin is too deep and I can’t help him. It hurts my heart to see Jin betray me and go against my words. He is older so maybe I am over reacting, but I just can’t bear to see Jin fall apart in front of my eyes. Turns out I will have to support this relationship so that it becomes successful and doesn’t shatter.