I love you || ksj

8

Yoongi’s pov

Me and Taehyung shared the same viewpoint on this situation and he had told me that Namjoon hadn’t been eating, so we came up with the idea of confronting Namjoon and trying to help.

Namjoon's pov

I was just getting a drink as Yoongi and Taehyung cornered me and asked me a question i couldn’t answer. “when was the last time you ate?” Yoongi asked with his hands on his lips. I didn’t answer and just looked at the ground. “tell us” Taehyung pleaded. “erm... I can’t remember. Maybe 3 or 4 days ago but nothing that is too long ago.” Why am I so pathetic? Suddenly I heard a tut from near the door. I looked up and it was Jungkook. He began to speak. “You are so pathetic, just because of some girl you think I would be so pitiful to jump. Now you are sad because I have grown to dislike how you act and how much of a coward you are. Are you really sad because I never come here or is it because Jin had the girl you have been waiting for your whole life. Well wake up this isn't a fantasy and sometimes people don’t like you. How did I ever even look up to you? The sight of you just makes my blood boil. You try to act all put together and like a strong leader but it is all fake. That is what you are, a fake like that (y/n) person. You are quite similar you know, all you can do is create chaos. I hate all of you, stop trying to be strong when you are all wimps who swoon over a hoe. Stop eating if you want, I don’t care. Don’t sleep if you want, I don’t care. Just leave me alone because you have become lowlifes and I don’t like people like that.”  The sad thing was, Jungkook was right. I am pathetic. I am sad. I am delusional. I am fake. I am a lowlife. Maybe it would just be better if I left for good and never came back.

Jungkook's pov

It had been like three months since everything started and I was going back to the dorm to get a shower and change clothes before going out again. That is what I had planned to do, but what happened instead was wayyy more interesting. Maybe not good for anything but maybe it was.

Namjoon stood in the kitchen looking at Yoongi and Taehyung who both stood there with sadness and disapproval in their eyes. “when was the last time you ate?” Yoongi asked with his hands on his lips. Namjoon didn’t answer and just looked at the ground. “tell us” Taehyung pleaded. “erm... I can’t remember. Maybe 3 or 4 days ago but nothing that is too long ago.” A tut escaped my lips which made everyone look at me. I spoke and everything that I was holding in just came out. “You are so pathetic, just because of some girl you think I would be so pitiful to jump. Now you are sad because I have grown to dislike how you act and how much of a coward you are. Are you really sad because I never come here or is it because Jin had the girl you have been waiting for your whole life. Well wake up this isn't a fantasy and sometimes people don’t like you. How did I ever even look up to you? The sight of you just makes my blood boil. You try to act all put together and like a strong leader but it is all fake. That is what you are, a fake like that (y/n) person. You are quite similar you know, all you can do is create chaos. I hate all of you, stop trying to be strong when you are all wimps who swoon over a hoe. Stop eating if you want, I don’t care. Don’t sleep if you want, I don’t care. Just leave me alone because you have become lowlifes and I don’t like people like that.” I walked out the dorm to be met by (y/n) looking at me with tears in her eyes. Our eyes met but I pushed passed her before she could say anything to me. I didn’t have time to explain anything to an airhead like her.

Taehyung's pov

I didn’t know how much Jungkook hated us. It seemed like he had no one to rant to or talk to and he had been bottling it up for a long time. Jungkook didn’t at all look his best but at least he told us what he felt. Even if it was miles away from what we wanted to hear.

Your pov

I was so happy today and decided to surprised Jin by going on a date with him. My plan was to wake him up and then take him to an aquarium and then eat afterwards. But obviously things didn’t go the way I had planned. I walked to the dorm but I heard something that made me regret even meeting him in the first place. “...but it is all fake. That is what you are, a fake like that (y/n) person. You are quite similar you know, all you can do is create chaos. I hate all of you, stop trying to be strong when you are all wimps who swoon over a hoe. Stop eating if you want, I don’t care. Don’t sleep if you want, I don’t care. Just leave me alone because you have become lowlifes and I don’t like people like that.”