I love you || ksj

7

Jimin’s pov

Everything was just broken now. I have started to practice more to get away from this hell hole which used to be a chill place but has become a war ground. I wouldn’t be surprised if someone started to throw grenades or pulled out a gun. Everyone basically had knives to each other throats apart from Jin. Jin must be delusional as he thinks everything is dandy and jolly mostly because he and (y/n) are dating now. I'm worried that (y/n) just ruined things.

Jin's pov

I have only known (y/n) for a month or two now and it feels like she was always their waiting for me to see her, almost as if we were fated. I have been dating (y/n) for about three weeks now and honestly she has made me one of the happiest people in the world. When everything at the dorm seems so chaotic, just seeing her smile can make my problems disappear. I hope to be with her until the day I die.

Today I worked super hard practicing so that I can hopefully get a day off from practicing soon. Lately we haven’t been able to see each other as much but we still talk over text till late at night. I feel sorry that she is always alone at her school and that she doesn’t talk much to others. I want to make her feel like the prettiest person so that she can have self confidence and love herself. The next time I have a day off I am going to take her on a date. Bang si hyuk said that I would be able to have a day off at the end of the month if I had learnt the dances and the lyrics to our new album songs. Right now that is all I can think about, touching (y/n)’s soft hands and looking into her eyes as if I was looking at the sky.

~~time skip~~

It has been about 4 weeks and I have finally got a day off. I got out of bed and put on a long sleeved black and white striped top with a black hat. Before I left I took some flowers I had brought for her.

“hello lovely” I sang to (y/n). “hello my prince" she sang back. Being able to drive was very beneficial in a situation like this, I was alone with (y/n) in an enclosed place. After an hour of loudly screaming song lyrics in the car I parked the car. “where are we?” she started to look around with excitement plastered on her face. I stroked her cheeks with my hands making her look at me. I leaned closer making sure I took of my seatbelt first and kissed her passionately on her soft lips. We both pulled back from the kiss and her smile beamed brighter than the sun. We both got out the car and I got the picnic out of the car boot. I had took us to one of my favourite parks that was a little quieter than the parks in the city.

Holding her hand I leaded her past the trees and into a little picnic area. I placed the blanket down and we ate some triangle sandwiches before lying down. I had my head rested on her thigh and it was damn comfortable. Couples always do this and now I understand why. We stared at the clouds in the sky which slowly moved and shifted into different shapes. After a while of comfortable silence (y/n) started to hum hold me tight which was the sweetest thing ever. I started to gently rub the back of her hand, which I was holding, and she slowly fell asleep. After about half an hour of rest I got up and packed away the picnic careful not to wake (y/n). I picked her up bridal style and carried her to the car. As I was putting on her belt I looked up and realised how close our faces we’re, how easy it would be to kiss her, how perfect the shape of her lips were and how they would fit in mine. I stopped myself and took her to the dorm. Still carrying her bridal style I carried (y/n) to my room so that she could sleep some more.

Your pov

Jin's soft hands were intertwined with mine and I was truly happy, I started humming hold me tight because it had been in my head all day and Jin saw that as an opportunity to stroke the back of my hand. Jin made me so relaxed that I fell asleep and that was the last I could remember. Now I was wrapped up in a bed. Probably Jin’s because he was next to me. I snuggled closer to him but he was awake and turned around. He was so perfect even up close. Wait! I’m not going to look that good close up. What if he thinks I’m ugly and leaves? What if he thinks I’m fat and unfunny? How can he even like me he is wayyy out of my league? He interrupted my thoughts by kissing my forehead and sitting up in bed. “your clothes are creased so do you want to borrow some of mine while I wash them? You can have a shower and clean yourself up too" Jin was so kind like how is such a person so amazing and beautiful.

“I will go make something to eat once I have put your clothes in the wash” ^-^ he said while getting up and grabbing a simple baggy jumper and some jogging bottoms (how very British of me) “this should be fine. The bathroom is over there" he said pointing to a door at the opposite side of the room. “Once you have done you can go to the kitchen and you breakfast will be ready" I stood up, looking at the floor, half embarrassed and half touched and mumbled a small “thanks" I walked to the bathroom and awkwardly waved to him before turning on the shower and getting in. Once I had taken a shower I put Jin’s clothes on. They were so comfortable and slightly more baggy on me than on Jin. I’m not that small so they weren’t too bad. Obviously I left my own underwear on because I’m not at the stage to let Jin wash my underwear.

I walked into the kitchen to see him dad dancing to psy, so I joined him. Soon enough we were both in a fit of laughter and could hardly breathe. It seemed as if Jin and I were perfect together. Jin suddenly panicked remembering the food was about to burn so he plated up the food. He gave me a fried egg in the shape of a heart and some bacon (sorry for you vegan/vegetarian readers) I happily ate it knowing that Jin had made it and that he truly cared about me. Later on I changed back into my clothes and left for home after giving Jin a goodbye kiss.

Hoseok's pov

Guess what? I got woken up again but this time it was weird. I hadn’t gotten woken by shouting or things breaking but by laughing. The sound seemed so unfamiliar to the walls and house. As I walked to the kitchen I saw Jin and (y/n) together. Who else would it be? How are these two so far from reality that nothing else matters.

Jin's pov

Jin: Heyyy lovely

illegirl<3: Heyyy prince

Jin: how are you?

illegirl<3: we were together like earlier today love

Jin: and what is wrong with asking how you are. Your mood could have changed.

illegirl<3: I’m fine

Jin: wanna hear a joke?

illegirl<3: do i have a choice lol

Jin: what is red and has two legs?
illegirl<3: dunno

Jin: half a cat

illegirl<3: WHAT THE HECC JIN but that is actually very funny. But I think you should stop with the jokes.

Jin: neverrrrr

illegirl<3: I’m leaving so I can recover from your bad pun. Bye

Jin: My jokes will always be better than yours but sure. Byeee 👋👋

(Y/n) is so sweet and I love that. I hope that we will see each other again soon. Too long without her and I might just explode or drown in my own tears.

Namjoon's pov

I feel like a failure, I'm not a leader. It’s an insult to the word leader to even call me that. Leaders are supposed to be strong and keep everyone together but everything is falling apart and all I can do is watch. Everyone hates me and so do I. What even is the point. I watched the night take over the day and the darkness consume all the light before laying on my bed. My stomach rumbled as I got lost in my thoughts. I had no sleep but I never do anymore.

Jungkook’s pov

I was up on the roof again sat at the edge with my legs dangling down. The wind caressed my face as I sat on the cold concrete. I was hardly ever in the dorm. I would go out to practice at night and roam around the empty streets sometimes. The only time I would really bump into anyone is when I have to go to group practices and when I go home to have a shower. I’m glad I haven’t bumped into Namjoon yet though. I don’t think he has left his room in a while, it must have been a week or two, apart from practice. It isn’t like I care if he is slowly decaying to a sad playlist and getting no sleep, it’s not like he cares about me anyway.

yoongi's pov

This is just wrong. Everyone has turned savage. People aren’t eating properly or sleeping properly. Everyone has become violent apart from Jin. This needs to stop because I don’t think people can hold on for much longer.

Taehyung's pov

I can’t believe I used to crush over (y/n) all she has done over the past few months is created havoc and sadness for everyone but Jin. Everyone’s mental health is declining and the dorm is like a war ground. Sometimes in the morning I see some people come from there rooms to grab a bottle of water or two with bags under there eyes, greasy hair and I’m pretty sure the majority of everyone have been eating less and gotten thinner. I know I have anyway, Jin never cooks so I don’t eat proper meals or just can’t bothered making food and just sleep for a while instead. Only the future knows if everything will turn out ok or not.