mute

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Cont.

I hop out the shower.I wrap myself in a towel.I sat on bed.what to wear?then I heard a knock on my door.it probably ebony.since jermaine would just walk in.I look at the door.I ain't answering.I head her knock again.go away!then she walk in.I need to lock that.

"Jermaine told me you have a date in few minutes."said ebony.i grab some sticky notes and pen off my desk.I wrote'go away'.I gave it too her.

"No.since you not dress yet.I can pick out your clothes?"I shook my head.

"I am not leaving until you let me help you."I wrote 'still no'.I gave it to her.

"Fine."she sat next to me.

"I will just the first I had sex."I raised an eyebrow.really?you think that will disturb me?have not heard what people being saying on social media and school.

"Or I tell you the time.jermaine caught my riding on some guy dick."I wonder what nova's- don't think about it!

"You know you are old enough to have sex.since you got a boyfriend you have sex with him."she said.undress nova sou- don't think like that!I cover her mouth.She moved my hand.

"So,you doing on homecoming?or you waiting for prom?"I wrote 'Okay!okay!pick the fucking clothes!'

"Yay!"then she went to my closet.she pulled a pink crop sweater.

"Why this got the tag on it?"cuz I brought that i had a scars on my stomach.she tossed to me.she also toss me white ripped jeans and some PINK underwear.I tossed the sweater back at her.

"Dee you are in fit.show off that stomach."I know that!but I don't like showing my scars!she toss it back to me.

"Just put it on."I sighed.I went the bathroom.I got dressed.I stood in the mirror with my jeans and sport bra.do I really want to show them?I lightly touch the faded cuts on my stomach.stupid peach!I sighed.I put the crop top sweater on.i covered my stomach.that's looks better.I walked off the bathroom.

"You cute but pull your jeans a little to show off the word love on the panties waist."I shooked my head.she sighed.she did it for me.

"And stop covering up your stomach."she moved my arms.she look shocked.

"What happened?" I shook my head.I don't want to talk about

"Well You should show off your scars.to show you are stronger than what cause them."I guess you are right.I nodded.then she gave me some black Jordans when we heard a knock on the door.

"I guess that's him."then we went to the door.I opened it.

"You look beautiful."said nova.I smiled.

"You ready?"I nodded.he grabbed my hand.we went to his car.he drove a 2 hrs.I looked at him confused.

"Relax,you was like it when we get there."I nodded.we ended up at a circus.We hopped out the car.

"You not afraid of clowns right?"i shook my head.

"Oh man.I hoping you would say yea so I have a reason to put my arm around your shoulders."I chuckled.we paid at the door.we sat pretty close to the middle of the ring.we saw acrobats,trapeez,and animal tamers.it was awesome.

"The night is stay young."then we went to the car.he drove to a random building.We walked in.there was a crowd of people around a stage.

"The next rap battle is supa hot fire vs b bone

Supa hot fire is funny.we watched the next to battles but those wasn't as funny as that guy.

"You want stay to see more battles or you want to get some food?"asked nova.you know that answer to that.

"I knew you would pick the right one."then we back to the car.we went to McDonald's.I got a mcflurry.we sat at table next to the window.

"The night is so beautiful."he said while looking at the window.its okay.I shrugged.

"You don't see the beauty in the stars?"I shook my head.

"Our date was going to end after time but I got another idea."oh no!what is he thinking now?we finished our food.we went back to car.he drove a park that I haven't see before.he grabbed my hand.we walk through playground to the woods part of park.I snatched my hand back.ain't going in there!I shook my head.

"Dee,just trust me."he grabbed my hand.we went into the wood.he walk to a open clearing.it was cliff.he let go if my hand.he stood close the edge.oh no!!!!its like in my dream!I have to tell him!I took a deep breath.my heart started beating fast

"N-n-nova."I whispered.my own voice sound foreign to my ears.he turn to me.

"Dee,you should check out this view."he said.he didn't hear me.he stood closer to edge.

"Nova!"he turned around so fast.he ran to me.

"What?"he asked.fuck!he looking at me.

"n-n-ova."I whispered while looking at our feet.he pick my chin up to look at him.he was smiling.

"Say it again."

"Nova."I whispered.he kissed me.I kissed back.here pulled back.

"Your voice is beautiful!"he grabbed my hand.we walked closer to edge.

"N-n-no."I whispered.

"dee the view is amazing.come on."then we sat at the edge.I saw that it view of the rest of the park.

"Do I tell you that I like you?"I shook me.

"Good cuz I just like you.I love you."

"I l-l-ov-e y-you t-too."I whispered.we kissed.We watched the city lights for awhile until we went back to the car.

"D-d-don't te-ll."I whispered

"That you can speak?"I nodded.

"I won't.but said my name again."I shook my head.

"Please."

"Nova."I said.

"I just love that you can say my name clearly."