Part 18

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Maddox POV
It's been a week and still no word from her. I know deep down that somethings not right. As pissed as I am at Genevieve I still know her. I know she wouldn't just stop all contact with us especially Jezebel. She has tried texting, calling, face timing but still gets no reply. That isn't the type of person Genevieve is. I also know she wouldn't leave just because of a brake up. I can't get this constant feeling that she's in trouble out of my head. I can't take this anymore I have to find out where she is.
I grab my car keys and head out to her sisters apartment if I have to start anywhere it's there.
I pull up in front of the building questioning whether or not I actually wanted to go through with this. What the hell am I saying of course I want to go through with this.
I walk up the stairs and stop in front of the apartment door. My knock sounded more aggressive then I intended it to be, but I hear someone walking towards the door.
The door opens and my eyes lock on a younger looking version of Genevieve.
"Hi are you Sarah by chance?"
"Umm yes I am. Who are you exactly?"
"My name is Maddox. I'm your sisters boy... friend I'm your sisters friend. I was wondering if you knew where she was."
"Gen moves back to Nebraska. I'm surprised she wouldn't have told you. If you excuse me I have work to do but have a good day," she says and closes to door in my face.
I stop realizing the information that was just given to me. Genevieve left without saying goodbye to anyone. Something isn't right she wouldn't just leave. I have to go find her.
Genevieve's POV
My eyes flutter open to the site of my old bedroom. The room I have barely left sense coming back home. I look out my window and feel a churning feeling in my stomach.
I thought I would miss this place when I moved to New York but now that I'm here all I want to do is go back. Every time I hear my phone go off I keep praying that it's from Maddox but I know it's not. I question unblocking his number every day but I know I can't move on knowing that he is one call away. I just want him to be here and I want him to hold me and tell me that everything is ok. I want him to call me princess and wake up to him singing in the kitchen to Jessie's Girl. I know I can't have that I can't put him at risk. Justin is out there and he won't stop until he ruins my life, but without Maddox and The Recruits I don't have a life worth living.
I can't take this anymore.
At this point maybe me not being here would make everyones life a lot easier. My family won't be at risk, The Recruits wouldn't have to look after me. I'm weak and worthless and I don't deserve to be here.
I go to the bathroom and open my medicine cabinet and grab the first jar of pills I can find.
Right as I'm about to open the cap I see my phone start buzzing. I grab it and see a text from Sarah.

 I grab it and see a text from Sarah

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He's looking for me. He still cares about me and probably wants to fix things but I'm not even in the same state. I look back at the closed bottle of pills. God Gen what are you going to do?

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