Black

(6) Feel it still

~the next morning~
I wake up and felt different. I don't know what's so different about it. Maybe because I just got betrayed by my 'first love' and I almost attempt suicide last night. So yeah, I guess you figured out what's the difference.

No matter how bad it is, I need to head to school to get some education. I put on a black tank top, black skinny jeans and black boots. I grab all my things and head to school. I put on my sunglasses and drive to school.

I lost my boyfriend but my title is never gone. I walk in the school and everyone got their eyes on me. I wink at the boys that checks me out. I look around and found Syd leaning against my locker.

"Hey,Syd." She look at me and lift her eyebrows. I smile at her and open my locker then apply a thin layer of clear lip gloss. "Hi? How's Sam?" I continue to add more and more layer of lip gloss to make my lips looks glossy.

"If your question is, 'when are you dumping him?' my answer would be, done that last night. I'm single now." She look at me in shock. "What. Did. You. Do?" I look at her and smile. "Chill. We all know that thing wasn't gonna last anyway. And I gotta say, I feel awesome this morning. I guess I miss being single after all."

She gasp sarcastically with a smile. "And I gotta say, I'm surprised that you could move on this quick. I raised you well." We laugh and head to class.

~at lunch~
Me and Syd sit in our group. There's Mike,Isaac,Mia,Lee and two of us. My brother didn't know about my suicide attempt cuz Isaac decided to keep it as a secret since he respect my privacy.

All Mike knows is that he and I broke up cuz I dumped his fugly ass. The only person that knows about the attempt suicide thing is just Isaac and me.

Suddenly, the whole table gone quiet and look up behind me. I look at what they're looking at and it's that asshole again. I look at his sorry face annoyedly.

I look in front and sigh annoyedly. "What happened? You can't get it up last night with that bitch you were enjoying?" Everyone at our table laugh loudly as I said that loudly while smiling. Everyone in the cafeteria ohhhh-ing as I embarrassed him.

He looked embarrassed af. He was about to say something but my brother cut him off. "Come on,man. Fuck off,dude. My sister doesn't want to look at that fucked up face of yours. I guess your parents didn't do a very good job at making you cuz you look like a dead pig."

Everyone laugh at him and he stormed out from the cafeteria. Everyone claps their hands happily and yell 'Black' which is my family name. Well, if you wanna mess with the Black family, you better be looking for your grave before you do that.

Uh-oh you just got burned. What will happen next? Continue please!! ❤❤

Song: Feel it still by Portugal The Man