(5) River of tears

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I head upstairs quietly so he wouldn't know I'm here. I walk tiptoeing to his room and suddenly I heard a moaning sound.I open the door slowly and saw him making out with another girl.

He's making out with another girl behind me all this time. I quickly bang the door and left quickly. Suddenly, Sam yelled my name from upstairs.

I run quickly. Tears fell off my cheeks as I run to my car. Before I could get in my car, Sam grab my hand and turn me to face.

"What?!" I look at him angrily. He stay quiet and look down. I pull my hand away from his grip and get in my car. "Vee,it's not what it looks like,ok? Just let me explain, please." The engine of my car roar and I drive it as fast as it could go with tears fell off my cheeks.

How could he? I gave him everything. I loved him my whole life and turns out I'm just a joke. I stop my car in the middle of nowhere and cry out loud. I scream in my car as tears started pouring out more and more.

I look out the window and saw the stars in the sky all shiny

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I look out the window and saw the stars in the sky all shiny. I look at the stars while tears fell off my cheeks. Have you ever felt like your heart been shattered into pieces even if you can't see it?

How can I not notice that he's been going around texting someone smiling even though he's been doing it in front of me? I guess the love that doesn't exist this whole time has blinded me. All I see when I look at him is the love of my life.

He was my first love. At least for me not him. Happiness can be ruin within seconds. It's true. I guess I have to end this pathetic life of mine now. I turn on the engine and drive to mine quickly.

I get in my room quickly so no one notices me. I turn on the bath tub water and wait for it to be full so I could die there. I break the mirror in my room and take a piece of the shattered mirror on the floor.

I get in the bath tub that's now full with water and sit back. I grab the piece of the shattered mirror and bring it to my wrist to cut my veins and die.

I almost cut it but Isaac yell my name and take the piece of mirror away from me. He look at me worriedly. He take me out from the bath tub but my leg is too weak so I fell down.

He sit down with me while leaning our back against the wall. Tears started pouring out even more. He rub my hand and pull me into a hug. I cry even more at his chest.

"Vee, just calm down and stop crying. I'm here." I continue crying. "I can't. I can't.." I cry as I said that. He shush me and wipe my tears. "I'm here. Don't worry. I'm here."

Awww... Isaac 😍😍 anyway, kids. Don't attempt suicide cuz it's not a way to solve all your problems. Please just continue your living cuz we never know when we're going to die so live your life to the fullest no matter how bad it sucks. Luv you guys always!❤❤

Song: River Of Tears by Alessia Cara

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