Chapter 6: Secrets

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Lee Suji

After Chan had hugged Suji, he muttered, "I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry?" Suji asked Chan and pulled away from the hug.

Chan pulled away. "It's nothing."

Suji could only give a little laugh. "I should be going now. My mom will be worried."

Then, Suji walked off. She didn't know what to do.

"I'm sorry."

Chan was definitely hiding something from her. She wanted him to tell her what was wrong. Even if it would result for her to get hurt, she just wanted to see Chan again. She felt happiest when she saw him and she wanted him to feel happiest around her.

"I'm home." Suji called.

She walked in and saw no sight of her mom. Oh, she had forgotten that her mother was overseas.

Suji had the entire house to herself. She wanted to be excited, but she couldn't. She wanted to see Chan.

The house was spotless clean and everything seemed to be polished. It felt as if Suji was moving to another house. The tables glistened under the light and the floors were no longer dusty.

Suji didn't want to spend her entire night helpless and sad, so she went to sleep thinking she'd be able to relieve stress that way. Suji wasn't stressed. She just wanted to relieve her worries for Chan.

The more she thought about Chan, the more she realized that he was keeping secrets away from her. She wanted him to tell her all his worries. Even if it hurt her to death.

Suji couldn't sleep that night. She grabbed onto her phone on the wooden desk and text Euna Kim.

Euna Kim

Lee Suji
Euna , I can't sleep for some reason
Too much is on my mind

Euna Kim
You're thinking about him, aren't you?
I told you already
That if you don't want to get kicked out then you should choose the school over him

Lee Suji
I know
You told me that already
I really don't want to leave this school
And neither do I want to lose Chan
He means a lot to me

Euna Kim
Seriously, I really don't know
I wish that I could find a solution
But, the school is acting like a jerk
They can't stop being nosy

Lee Suji
I know right
I wish that they would just let us be happy
Does it really matter
When has dating become such a bad thing
Why do they want to separate boys and girls so much
It's so complicated
The school is complicated
I just want to have fun with both genders
Why is it so hard for the school to know that

Euna Kim
Beats me
I'm not sure either
The school is strict on pretty stupid things
This isn't really my problem, but I can't budge out of it
I'm not trying to be nosy
I'm trying to help you

Lee Suji
Just me?

Euna Kim
Well
I don't know that guy very well
I'm sure his friends are trying to help him
Life is complicated
If you don't know what you're doing then you might as well never know what you're doing

Lee Suji
I'm such an idiot
Why did I even talk to him
I should've just held my thoughts inside
Was I that upset that I had to make a scene
I've been warned about my actions enough
I didn't know that my life would end like this
My school life
Everyone's probably thinking I'm a fool
Which I really am
I don't want to lose him
But I know he cares about his education

Euna Kim
Calm down Suji-ah
I'm sure he wants to stay with you
Not everyone will think you're a fool
You're a nice girl
I'm sure the school will give you a chance
Hopefully

Lee Suji
Yes
I'm going to sleep now
I should get rid of these odd thoughts
Good night Euna

Euna Kim
Good night Suji

Suji turned her phone off. Will Chan really chose the school over me? she thought. She didn't want it to be true.

She was always so convinced that Chan liked her back, but maybe Suji was dreaming to much.

Maybe Chan really did like her back. Or maybe Suji was really just a friend.

All Suji wanted was for Chan to tell her the truth. She didn't want him to keep secrets away from her, but she knew his secrets would never be kept away from him.

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chansuji_09 has published the sixth chapter of, "Golden Romance" called, "Secrets."

I know that this chapter wasn't as exciting and I deeply apologize for that. I've been busy lately and I hope you guys won't mind.

I know that drama is coming up soon and you guys can probably infer that I'm not going to make this story really long, but I'm planning on making a second book.

I'll keep that a secret.

Thank you for all of your guys support. It encourages me to write more and it means a lot to me.

Writing this, in fact, has given me a new life. Really, thank you guys so much!

❦TBC❦

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