Unfathomable

Christmas??

Opening my eyes I stretched my arms out 'til they hit the bed board. Taking a quick glance around the room I noticed that things seemed different. Then again, waking up without Mya isn't something new. She's usually already in the bathroom getting dressed or sumn by the time I wake up. Sitting out the bed I rubbed my eyes. I closed the blinds to minimize the sun that was beaming in. Once it was shaded I noticed what was different; all of Mya's shit was gone. I checked my phone for any missed notifications. Everyone but Mya; I'm positive that she doesn't have work today because obviously it's Christmas. Thinking to myself of somewhere that she could be I decided to give her a call already knowing she probably wouldn't answer. I called about 4 times but the fifth time it went straight to voicemail. This either meant that she blocked me or her phone died. I knew that the phone bill couldn't have gone unpaid because I pay it myself. I'm not the type to worry because thinking of the worst usually gives off unnecessary stress but I did become curious. Just to make sure she didn't block me I dialed her number up again but this time it was on the house phone.

"Hello?", she asked softly.

I could hear the sleepiness in her voice.

"Where you at?", I questioned while yawning.

*Beep Beep*

"Okaayyyy", I said forming a frown.

She must've forgot to program the house phone's number, otherwise she wouldn't have answered. I started to think about what happened last night. Trying to pinpoint the problem I realized that there wasn't one; or at least that's what I thought. I mean we went to bed together peacefully. I started to get frustrated, it's always some shit with Mya man I swear. Who the fuck leaves somebody on Christmas morning; ain't even make me no damn breakfast. I groaned walking into our bathroom, she always finds a way to ruin a perfect day. I later smiled to myself noticing that I rhymed by accident but it dropped suddenly when I remembered what I had planned for today. This was going to be the perfect Christmas; I was supposed to propose to Mya as one of her gifts. I had everything planned out but unfortunately we had a small argument last night and it left her upset I guess. The house still isn't even decorated; I suppose it's because she's not here. The irritation that I was feeling made me not even want to deal with today at all. My whole mood got ruined because she's always doing the most. The fact that she would leave me on Christmas showed me a different side. I knew for a fact that I wouldn't look at her the same anymore. Every relationship has their problems but you not supposed to run away. Walking into the bathroom, I put my towel under the hot water. I ran it down my face and hung it back up on the wall rack. Once I finished brushing my teeth I decided to take a quick 10 minuet shower. While I was in there I started to sketch together a small plan for today. I came up with the idea to invite my sister over. Ion have time to trip over Mya crazy ass, I'm sure she's safe with her family or sumn. I knew that inviting my sister over would brighten my mood so that's what I decided to do. Once I stepped out of the shower I threw on my comfortable maroon joggers with a fitted all black tee. Grabbing my iphone I texted my sister Alihya:

Me: Wyd today?

About a good 12 minuets later she texted me back.

Lili🙄🤞🏾: Nothing, what you and Mya doing?
Me: Shit she left
Lili🙄🤞🏾: Again?😭
Me: Man, you know Mya
Lili🙄🤞🏾: True
Lili🙄🤞🏾: Come pick me up

It kinda caught me by surprise that ha long body ass asked to come over.

Me: Ain't you with pops?
Lili🙄🤞🏾: Yea
Me: Not enjoying yourself?
Lili🙄🤞🏾: Not really
Me: Ight be ready around 12

Once I sent that last text I went downstairs into the living room to set up the game. I got side tracked when I saw all the decorations we had bought yesterday still in the bags. Rummaging through the decorations I picked up the picture frame that we had bought. I switched out our family photo into the Christmas frame. Once again I found myself drooling over how healthy our relationship use to be.