Mya
I woke up feeling sick, emotionally and physically. I began to feel as though I shouldn't have took yesterday off. When we got back home my car was on "E", and I didn't even bother to stop at a gas station because his ass was drunk. The last thing I wanted was for him to get out the car and start trippin. It's actually kind of funny cause he be the main one talking 'bout how he hate when we drink, yet he stay doing the shit. That's why I'm nervous to take him around my family because I know he's gonna have a drink or 2 but that always leads to 5...
Finally getting out of bed I went straight to the bathroom. I usually begin my mornings with cuttin' on some music and doing my basic hygiene activities. After picking a J. Cole song that I liked I folded my bath towel over the wall pole and brushed my teeth. Leaving the hot water on I spit the rest of the toothpaste that was left in my mouth out and rinsed. In a swift motion I grabbed my face towel and began rubbing the leftover make-up I still had on off. I have a bad habit of sleeping in it. Although I really needed to go to work today, I wasn't up for it. It's just so draining to get up and get dressed and stay at the same building for hours and hours and hours everyday, doing the same thing over and over and over again. Don't get me wrong I love my job but that drag feeling does happen occasionally. I started thinking out loud of more ways to persuade myself to stay home.
"We don't even have our Christmas tree or decorations up and it's Christmas Adam!", I sighed.
"I haven't gone Christmas shopping and I didn't finish the assignment my boss asked of me to do. Even if I did go, I would be late due to me having to stop for gas and I'm definitely not going in late.", I said while looking at my reflection through the mirror.
"Yup, I'm not going.", I stated while slightly throwing my hands up.
Turning the shower on I stepped in and let the hot water hit my back. After about 15 minuets, which is the usual time I spend showering, Roman came in and started to strip.
"What you doing", I asked.
"Finna take a shower, why?", he questioned.
Honestly I just wanted some alone time so I wouldn't feel guilty for not going to work.
"You know it's 7:40, right?" He said.
"Yea" I said plainly not wanting to think about it.
"You not going to work or sumn", he continued to ask.
"Huh", I yelled as if I couldn't hear him in the shower.
"I said, you not going to work or sumn, cause you bout to be late", he repeated while opening the shower door.
"Why you asking so many questions?", I said moving closer to the shower head so he could fit in.
He let out a little chuckle before asking, "Why you answering a question with a question?".
"I didn't, but you just did", I said smiling at his dumb remarks.
He rapped his arms around my waist and started to suck on my neck. Turning around quickly I slightly pushed him while blushingly smiling.
"What you doing?" I said surprised.
"Sucking what's mine", he stated plainly.
"You gay", I said laughing and turning back around to continue my wash.
Letting out a chuckle he asked, "how is that gay, hmm", while repeating what he just did a minute ago.
I wasn't offending him or anything I just say that a lot when I feel like someone is being irritating or stupid. Kind of made my own definition of it. I decided to change the subject.
