A Day For Tomorrow

Chapter Five

"Go away." Ricky demands, not even looking at me from his spot on the swing.

"Ricky-"

"Please just leave me alone." He voice is weak and raspy and he's shivering horribly with just a t-shirt and joggers to protect him from the 20° weather.

"I'm sorry." I say, walking closer to him.

"I don't care." He spits.

"Come on, let's just go back-"

"Why? You wanted me out so bad. You got in my face and had me against the wall. Why do you want me to go back? That shit is why I left home!" For some reason my mind decides now is a good idea to think dirty, forcing images of fucking him against the wall to play in my mind. He still hasn't looked at me, so I move closer and wrap my jacket around him tightly.

"I'm sorry. I let my temper get the best of me. I messed up and I'm sorry. You're going to freeze to death out here, and I don't want you to die." These words force his eyes to meet mine and I can finally see his tear-stained face and red cheeks. "Come on, we don't need ice forming on your face." He cracks a small smile and gets up, following me to my car. This is when I notice the tightness in my pants. I try to subtly hide it, but he notices.

"You are one kinky fuck if seeing someone sad gets you worked up." He jokes.

"Shut up. That's not even why I- uh it just kinda happened." I poorly lie.

"Oh what was that? It wasn't the tears that got you? What was it then?" He pushes, smirking as I start my car.

"Shut up." I chuckle, feeling my face heat up horribly.

"Why's your face red, huh? Come on, tell me!" I put the car in drive and start to drive, ignoring his request like my life depended on it. What am I supposed to say? That I fantasize about fucking him? I can't even lie because I suck at it so much! "I'm just going to start guessing then." He says, his smirk deepening.

"Please don't." I beg, feeling my whole body heat up and my blush grow.

"Was it the location?" He asks.

"No." I say easily.

"Was it something I said?" I pause for a second.

"Not really I guess." I shrug.

"Did you think of something dirty?" He pushes, nudging me. I focus harder on the road.

"Maybe." I answer, knowing that I just confirmed it.

"Was it about Abigail?"

"Ew no!" I scrunch up my face in disgust.

"Was it a girl?" I swallow audibly.

"Just stop guessing ok? I'm not gonna tell you." I say as I pull into my parking spot.

"So it's not a girl?" He asks, his smirk growing to a grin.

"It is a girl, shut up dude." I scold and get out, him following as we head up to my place.

"Come on, just tell me already! Who were you thinking about?" Ricky whines. His whining just gets to me more, and I duck my head as we walk in to hide my lustful eyes. "Dude you are so hard right now I can see the entire outline of your dick." He points out with a chuckle. I look down and notice that he is right, I need to settle down. "Is it me?" These words cause me to choke on my own saliva, forcing into a coughing fit.

"Dude! I'm not gay!" I shout.

"Look at me in the eyes and say that." He demands. I meet his stare, him beaming with cockiness, and his eyes stunning my speech.