Not So Perfect

Chapter 10 - Revealed Secrets

We ended up going mini golfing and then we went back to his house and watched a movie in his screening room. Him and I were snuggled up on a couch when I felt the darkness become everything. I fell asleep and dreamt about if I truly pregnant.

Danny and I both awoke at 7:30 in the morning the next day. I was worried because we have to be at school at 8 and didn't know what I was going to wear to school. I can't wear the same thing again. I walked to Danny's closet and looked for anything that could work. I felt him snake his arms around me and I tilted my head back into the crook of his neck.

"What am I gonna wear?!" I sighed.
"You could wear what you wore Saturday."
"Yea that's at my house so how's it gonna help."
"No not that. When you wore my hoodie and no pants that was really sexy." He said while sliding his hands under my tank top.

"Really?" I asked while putting my arms on top of his preventing them from going any higher.

"Actually no I don't want other people seeing what's only mine to see."

"Yours? We never talked about that, though we really should."

"Yeah your right. Here wear this." He said while throwing me a hoodie and a pair of joggers.

"Thank you. But Danny what are we?" I turned around so I was facing him.

"Well for starters. Nadia will you be my girlfriend?" He said pretending to propose.

"Yes! Yes!" I said while pretending to cry and my usually over dramatic antics.

"Ok boyfriend. You gotta go so I can change."

"But why?! It's not like it nothing I haven't seen before" he gave me the sweetest puppy dog eyes I've ever seen.

"Ok you can stay. But you have to turn around when I take my shirt off ok."

"Why?" He paused and I gave him a lot hard glare. "Ok. Ok. Ok." He said while putting his hands up in surrender and turned around. I hesitated but he's right there wasn't anything he hadn't seen before. I took it off and caught myself in the mirror. I saw that some of the hickeys were only lightly there. But new ones were there from last night. I gave myself a mental reminder to tell to take it easy and to at least put on places that were easier to cover. I brushed my finger across them. I put on the clothes he gave me and figured it didn't look horrible.

I heard him give a long sigh. I went up behind me and whispered into his ear.

"What can wait any longer?" While I wrapped my arms around him dragging my arm down his bare chest.

"Yes I cant wait any longer let me turn around." He pleaded.

"And what would I get out of it?" I told him while giving him a large mark on his shoulder blade. He groaned which let me know I was doing this right. I continued to leave them and then I noticed they were starting to form a heart so I decided to make on out of the rest. He snaked his arm around my back holding me into him. And flipped me around to his front. I squealed and he picked me up and spun in a circle.

I didn't realize how late it had gotten until I saw his watch. It was 8:10 and I knew we had to go that minute. I pushed him back and told him "Babe, we gotta go. Like now." And started to whine like a five year old. "But please. Pretty please. I'll do whatever you want." With that last part he gave a devilish smirk.

"Sorry. Not today and we can't hang after school either I'm sleeping over at Isabella's."

"Ok. You know your car is at the school still."

"Yea I realized that and that's why your taking me." I got on my tippy toes and kissed his cheek pulled him out of the closet. We wandered out of the closet slowly him wrapping his arms around my waist.

" Danny seriously we need to go. I can't skip."

"Fine. We'll go but you gotta admit you'd rather stay with me all day than go to school."

"You have that right but I still want to get a good grade on my test though."

We left and went to walk into together when I realized my mom is friends with people in the office and I'm clearly not in my own clothes. So I asked Danny to go twenty minutes after I did. He told me enjoyed me walking away rather than him. I went into my class with only fifteen minutes left in the period and then I had my test third period. I saw Blake give me side eye when I walked in. But I let it slide this time because honestly I deserved it.

After class Madison caught up with me in the hallway.

"Nadia, why were you thirty minutes late?"

I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"You know I know why. And a lot of people seem to think they do too."

I looked at her with sad eyes and focused my eyes on the ground. " I don't know what to do."

"So you spent the night at his house big deal."

"No I haven't told you everything."

"What don't I know?" She asked as we walked into study hall. I was about to cry and pour my soul to her when Blake walked up and put hands on my shoulders.

" Can we talk?"
"I'll be back Madison." As we walked to the back I pulled my phone out and quickly texted her.
Me- if I'm not back in 20 max. Come save me
Mads - I doubt it'll be that bad but anything for you

"So Noddy what's up with the get up?" Noddy... his childhood nickname for me. He hasn't called me that since that dark night years ago. With the sound of it the memories flooded me.

"Hey are you ok?" He asked while shaking me out of my daze.

"Yea you just haven't called me that since you know... the incident."

"Yea I know" he got a sad expression on his face, "but I've missed being around you."

"You and I both know that's not my fault."

" it's mine" he grabbed my hand " I only ever thought of you as a friend until about two years ago. Ever since I haven't been able to get you out of my head. Whenever you wore a dress I stared when you wore sweatpants and a hoodie I smiled. I got scared when we almost kissed because that meant you felt the same way. And whenever something good is in my life it's taken away from." He paused and I looked at him and he continued after taking a deep breath, "I want you to know that I want to try and explore what it was that we both felt."

"Blake, I wish I could but I'm seeing someone else right now."

"It's Danny right."

" Yeah it is. I'm really sorry"

"Well I'll be here to pick you up when your ready." He placed his hand on my shoulder as I started to walk away. While looking at me deeply in my eyes "Always. Nadia always."

I went back to my desk with Madison. I gave her a quick rundown on what just happened. She questioned me about what I needed to tell her and I said not now. I invited her to the sleepover me and Isabella were having so I could get them big caught up to the same speed.