Not So Perfect

Chapter 14 - Endless Questions?

Just like he said, he was at my house in 15 minutes. I had to sneak him in my room through the window. He had to climb a tree and jump into my window. I laid some pillows on the floor for him to land on. The moment he was in he gave me a hug and kissed my forehead.

"You've been crying, I'm so sorry this is all my fault I shouldn't have done it without protection. I'm really sorry." he looked at me broken.

"Baby it takes two to tango its my fault too." We sat there in a comfortable silence wondering what was going to happen in our future.

That silence seemed to happen a lot between the two of us. It was nice that even when we weren't talking we still were both enjoy the others company. The hour passed us by I wound up in Danny's lap asleep. I felt Danny moving and groggily asked "What's wrong babe?"

He started to rub my back and told me to go back to sleep.

Danny's POV

My thoughts were out of control but there were three main thoughts that started them all 1) How the fuck does Jackson know? 2) I am not ready to be a father 3) Nadia looks really cute right now. She is the only thing keeping from leaving right now and beating the shit out of Jackson again. That and she's asleep on my lap so I can't even go to the bathroom.

I need to figure out who told him because I only told two people that we even had sex and no one that she might be pregnant. I noticed that Nadia's breathing is slowed now telling me she's asleep. I snaked out from under her and went over to her window and sat on the bench and pulled my phone out. And texted Aaron to ask him about Nadia.

Danny - hey Man u up?
Aaron - Yea what's up?
Danny - did u tell anyone about Nadia?
Aaron - no why?
Danny - well somehow jackass Jackson knows about her and something else
Aaron - Man u did tell me and Cody in the locker room
Danny - shit yea but no one else was there
Aaron - he could have come without us hearing him. And what's the something else?
Danny - true and don't wry about it.
Aaron - fine. But I'll get it out of u eventually.
Danny - at some point maybe...
Aaron - ok sooner or later tho

I guess that solves problem number one. It's my fault that he knows but how could I let that happen. Duh... dumbass you normally have no problem talking about your latest lay in the locker room. How the hell am I gonna be father, let alone a decent one? Maybe it'll work out and I won't be at least not right now.

She's right on top of me. I feel her every breathe, but with every time I think of her I wonder if she's pregnant at that very moment. I pull my phone out off of her table and begin an endless search. According to the internet she can take a blood test in two weeks and we'll know for sure. I feel Nadia's arm move off of me. I looked down at her and her face had a smile on it. That seemed weird because normally people move when they are uncomfortable not when they're happy.

Then I saw her where her arm ending up at. Her hand draped over her stomach holding it tightly. Even her subconscious knew she was pregnant. That isn't such a good sign for me. She looked so peaceful just sleeping and here I am awake, worrying, and I'm laying in my girlfriends bed. What am I doing with my life?

Nadia came and cuddled into me more. I gently lift her and lay down under her. My days of sleepless nights continues on.

Nadia's POV Next morning
The sun was shining bright in my eyes. I had forgotten to close the curtains after I let Danny in last night. My hand was on my stomach, which was normal until. Danny's hand was on top of it with such a great force to it as if he was protecting something. I took my arm and tried to get out from him but I couldn't. He doesn't look like it but he is so heavy. I tried everything pushing, shoving, and poking. Nothing was waking him up, I had an idea.

I started being my back into his front. I felt part of him begin to wake up now I just had to get the rest of him to. After about another minute of this, he groaned.

"Good morning to you too!" He said while rubbing his eyes open. The moment his arms went up so did I. I rolled out from him and the moment I sat up i was smacked in the face by a sickening feeling. I jolted from my bed and made a bee line straight for my bathroom. I bent over the toilet and practically exploded. I heard as he begin to walk towards the bathroom door. I swiftly kicked the door closed, he can not see me like this. He knocked on the door,
"Babe you ok in there?"

"Yea I'm fine. Just give me a few minutes."

"Okay but we have school in an hour." He sounded so concerned, but he knew I didn't want to talk. I promptly showered, as I was turning the water off I realized. I didn't have a towel or any clothes to change into.

I peeked out the door and saw him facing the other way on his phone. I took my chance and bolted in the direction of my closet. I was almost at the door when he says " It must be my lucky day".

I screamed and ducked into the closet. After, gaining my composer I walked out in a pair of jeans and a flowery top. I plopped down on my bed and closed my eyes. I took a big sigh and Danny laid beside me.

"You know we gotta talk about it right." As soon as the words came out of his mouth I knew what he meant. " We have too but I don't want to."

"You think I want to." He said while having a slight chuckle in his voice.

"As much as I don't wanna admit it, I think I am. "
He sat up and grabbed my arm, " I did some research last night and it said you can do a blood test in a week to know for sure." I looked at him with so much emotion with the fact he had cared to look it up and that he hadn't expressed any sense of wanting to leave me for it.

I wanted to tell him that I talked to Blake about it. I just didn't have the courage to. Just laid on his chest and kept quiet listening to his heartbeat. It was peaceful until Mr.funny guy started talking.

"You know I saw like all of my friends yesterday and they saw me in those clothes and we have to go to school." I wondered how we could fix this problem.

"You could borrow a dress of mine?" My asked while pretending to figure out his size.

"OR, I could just wear my hoodie your room and wear the same pants?"  I fake a whine and made a pouty face. "But baby it's just so comfortable and it smells good too."

"Fine I'll wear the same clothes but if everyone is gonna know I didn't go home then there gonna know you had someone over last night."

"How the hell is that gonna happen? All my clothes are here and I took a shower even" as soon as the words came out he lounged onto him and started sucking on my neck. I started squealing from it at first then it turned to moans. After two or three minutes of it I pushed him off. I stood up and looked in the mirror and it hadn't set in yet but it already look bad and it was so high up clothes wouldn't cover it.
I walked over to him and punched him in the arm. "You ass!"
"Only for you!" He said while grabbing me by my waist leaning his head against my stomach. It was a nice moment till I started thinking about what if our baby was in there?  I think he started to think the same thing when his expression on his face dropped.
He looked up at me,and asked, "What if we made something and it's in there?" I started ruffling my hands through his hair asking myself the very same question.